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it was the middle of the afternoon still four hours before he had work

rather  had to work


hed always have to work
Retirement  HA

he didnthe never saw it  it wasnt in the cards for him it wasnt in the cards for a lot of people an even more people todayFUCKED by free market ideology by employers who flipped or rolled over like dogs to corporate where did he read thatwhere did he put that quote Ah here  BINGO! an from of all places Homo Deus the self-interest of capital accumulation  its logic of brutal calculability in its indifference to life 

any life other than its own


fortunately(?) he saw thataccepted that when a boy when a much older friend Mr Wappler shared with him what retirement was

he cut Mr Wapplers lots during the summerraked his leaves in the fallshoveled snow from his walks and driveway winters

You might say Mr Wappler said I’m your patron. It's from the Latin patronus, protector of clients, defender; from pater, also Latin, father. 

Ohyes

Oh yes?  You know pater?

I think I do  I have an uncle who complained of a paternity suit  Is it the samelike father  not like he was complaining about his tailor right

Goodness, for a young boy you certainly hear things that perhaps you should not.

Im not eavesdropping not really  Ten people live at my house an half are adults an yacant help but overhear what mebbe you shouldnt but it seems to me adults thinkthey must that I cant follow or understand their words as if my vocabulary is lacking  An how can that be for when Im not working not in school my nose is tucked in books  I read with a dictionary an encyclopaedia an an atlas at my hip  I dont know a lot of things  The more I read the less I know

The more you read the less you know? 

Yes sir

Most people never learn that simple fact, boy.

Theres too much to know 

Yes, there is too much to know.  But it doesn’t hurt to try.

Yup  Thats the way I see it


Mr Wappler told him of retirement

Are you retired Mr Wappler

I’m an artist. I’ll never stop working.

Is Mrs Wappler retired

he laughed deeply  No, and she’d agree. She has me to take care of.

they laughed together




every time he hears talk of retirement he hears their laughter last century in the sideyard before Mr Wapplers studio at the back of his property 

usually a tray of covered uneaten food lay on an overturned wooden bucket at its threshold

Mr Wappler was too busy working




1441,  Twosday,  19  12. 17
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