a triangular spot of sun off a
motefilled drift a ray of sunshine busting through the bathroom window struck
the side of the tub as he swept the curtain aside to run a shower
spray from the elaborate showerhead
played on the acrylic wall above the tub and splashed and threw silverirradiated lines
across the sunlights throat
and seeing it he paused
the silverthreads incited him to thinkto wonder what it might be like if he could somehow fastforward
through this hard time and rather live in its
aftermath of whatever he did or didnt do the episodes pithed separated from any memory this time would otherwise
make
hide
is
that what he wanted to do
simply contend with the aftermath
asif he awoke from a comaa pregnant comma
that stretched and enveloped however many days or weeks he reluctantly faced reluctant to inhabit to live suffer his inevitable heartachethe ratchet of
his heartbreak suddenlyemerging afterwards
hurtles hurtled
pain subsiding
easing
not very realistic
cowardly
1705, Sunday,
26 8. 18
0937, Monday,
27 8. 18
thank
you babe Skylar Grey Intro
– Wilderness https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYnVg2cgVNg
