31.12.15



looking down the barrel of New Years

rather than having an holding the bitter metaltaste of it in your mouth



an wondering

                        if the gun is loaded




what it will bring

or not



if your fingers are crossed in hope

you cant manipulate or undo its knots

if your eyes arent peeled

you wont see the conjurer coming to try an to pull the wool over them

if you arent listening for peoples lies

you will be lied to

if you dont have your nose to the wind

like any prey you will be preyed upon
   
an if God is thanked for everything  By the Grace of God 

why should people extend themselves to you  unthanked

a sincere Thank you is a rather small tithe




looking down the barrel of the New Year

I opt not to flinch

I opt to act

not react

Im not foolish enough to imagine that if I dont have some luck

I may fall on my face harder than I hope

 
I also remember my friend Bobby as a teenager sitting on a kitchen countertop

kissed by an audacious redhead in a revealing green dress exactly at midnightHappy New Year!
  

who kissing him moved him down the length of the countertop onto the stove

the electric burner she sat him on wasnt off very long

an with an OUCH! breaking the kiss he hopped from the stove an knocked her over onto her back

I helped her up

she fled


we never learned who she was





Happy New Year!





afternoon,  Sunday,  27  12. 15
1450,  Monday,  28  12. 15