29.5.23


Kahrist 
         that crap always got his attentiontugged on the rag of his ire particularly when they couldnt back into a parking space cleanlywasting other peoples time with their ineptness
                                                                  But hey, the World revolves around me. 
Ill revolve you 
               he caught the calamity out of the corner of his eye as he walked and readlifting his eyes to glancetake in the lay of the land
                   some yahoo in a late-model silver Subaruknew that only because a couple of family members had sipped the KoolAidwent away from Toyota was making a showtrying to park it screwed it up so badly that people waiting in either direction began honking their horns he rarely honked histhe sound rasped at his nerves rather than honk he preferred a rocket launcher but that upgrade wasnt available yet 
                                                            had he been waiting on this schmo from Yiddish shmok penis fool prick hedave rocketed him

he stopped walkingput his finger in the book to keep his place

he waitedwanted to see this cretin for Real get out of the clown car 

   PARKed
 
            the traffic jam in the lot quickly cleared
whoever  sat tight  likely fearful someone might be lingering to brain them
   finally they got out an walked around the front of the SubaruHOLY SHIT spitting image of Birtman a kid he knew in grade school  I’m Zeke, Zeke Fellows. thats how he introduced himself  turns out they were in the same classroom  David, David Birtman.   Here.  
                                 the guy walked the same way splayfootedduckfooted it was a crime to see David try to run pitiful he couldnt run for his life   probably why he ate his old mans service revolver put an exclamation on what a piece of shit Davids old man was a cop nonetheless   a cop

   the Desk Sergeant lived next door to a friend 
they were friendlyplayed catch in his buddys backyard when his dad threw a barbecue 

playing ball couplethree months later after Davids suicide he casually pumped him  where the old man livedheard he lived in a neighbouring city   No no, in order to serve ya have to live in the community. He’s over off Home, can’t miss the place, has a black lawn jockey holding a lantern to light the walk leading to the front door.   

Know it  

Yeah, kinda hard to miss.

a big tan brick house bucks  somebody croaked for him to afford it

he hid in bushesin the backyard saw headlights play on the doublewide garage doors he didnt usually park it inside unless it was inclement weather didnt lock it either as he walked around behind the car towards the back door where he hidtossed a rockstruck the garage old man turned to the noisehe was on himstink on shitsideswiped the back of his head with a stump iron pipe old man went down in a heapCOLD no harm nothing inside his head anyways he broke his legs an for the fuck of itfor David he broke his hand too he wouldnt run David down wouldnt beat David 
   he wished David had said

queer to have suppressed memories return stare him dead in the face
   doppelganger duckwalked into the market

he began walkingtook his finger from between the pages an began reading again through an evaporating image of Davids face as he remembered him                     
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