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were on the telephone

                           How old would she have been?caught herself How old will she be?

Fortyseven

Doesn’t seem possible.

None of it does

                   Asif a  bad dream
A bad dream after so long an amazing beautiful dream

                                                                      Then the wheels came off

We didnt recognise they had

    That’s not for us to know, to recognise.

                                                 Imagine if we did.
I imagine that would be unfortunate.


My Maw did

Did?

          Recognised?

I cant tell youI think  I think more  than a hafdozen times  Id come home late Two AM or headed out to do my paper route shed be up sipping a cup of tea at the kitchen table in her robe her hair up  Whas up Maw
Someone in the family’s died. I’m waiting for the telephone call.

Then either waking in the morning to deliver papers or returning from it Id walk into the house and the family woud be crying

The call came

I didnt say anything to her

She didnt say anything to me

 

One Christmas after I moved out moved away I bought her tarot cards

Opening it she threw the deck at meGet them the hell out of my house.   

They offended her?
Yathink

               Have you ever been to Sedona Arizona

No.

Do you know wha a stupa is Tibetan prayer flags are

The flags, yes.

The stupa a Buddhist temple Ive been twice
                                               Aniela an Collin several more than me
An together

    I do not pray but I very much like the prayer the words the stupa suggest if one hasnt a prayer

“By this effort, may all sentient beings be free of suffering.

“May their minds be filled with the nectar of virtue.

“In this way, may all causes resulting in suffering be extinguished,

“and only the light of compassion shine throughout all realms.”
                                                                                   he began to weep
croaked Comforting

                        Comforting to know tha Collin will be our loving emissary tomorow

1734,  reggaefriday,  24  4. 26
1117,  Saturday – Aniela’s birthday,  25  4. 26

https://www.spiritualtravels.info/spiritual-sites-around-the-world/north-america/the-chapel-of-the-holy-cross-and-amitabha-stupa-peace-in-sedona-arizona/

             afterwards
                            he spenthe felt too much time trying to remember the wellknown brand

it kept escaping him

it wasnt until the following night having quizzed himself all day that Progresso ran across his mind


    Progresso
                progress

beat to death with a can of soup
                                  the clowns misfortune was he used a can of Campbell’s Golden Mushroom Soup tenpointfive ounces  hed have been served better had it been Chunky Beef with Country Vegetables containing eighteenpointeight ounces  considerable more heft
                                                                 managed only to clippeelsplit his nose as he tossed his head back suffering what he imagined was a missedmark  his accentuated widows peak

on the other hand
                   he had in hand a can of Progresso RICH & HEARTY Chicken & Homestyle Noodles Soup nineteen ounces & didnt miss his mark a deft counterstrike that smashed the bridge of his nose the crack unmistakable three times has heard his break from inside tears went blood gushed  blinded

    beat his head to a pulp

easy pickins  

3AM,  reggaefriday,  24  4. 26
1021,  Saturday,  25  4. 26
Iron Butterfly  In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tfpn3wHoNGA