You wrote this?

This

           Wha are you lookin at

she held up the page

My handwriting isnt it

                            No quotationmarks

Yes.  

No.

Jah

        Mine

It’s lovely.

Its true the sentiments true

                                   True   It can be beautiful it can be ugly

Love never becomes a ghost.

Jah

        I disliked tha I used never

Im not fond

   But it was appropriate  I forgave myself

You . forgave yourself.

                            That’s out of character.

Tell me about it

The two hardest things to earn from you, as you say, earn, are compassion and forgiveness.

Jah

         Compassion forgiveness hard won

Its curious tha women in my life easily heap both

I warnem I might be better with either if they conferred either to themselves first  not others beforeem  an I mean down the list

                        If they ever reached themselves theyd be too exhausted to help

 

You’re angry.

 

   I am

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he picked up the slender gift  I wonder what we have here.  and shook it

I swear to Christ

                   One day Im gonna give nitroglycerin Set the damn thing on the table and leave the room so Im not fragged by body parts bone slathered in warm blood feel it cooling on my flesh

    Might suppose today wasn’t one day. Thank you.

Youre welcome

Ya didn’t have to get me anything.

I didnt

I appreciate your thought.

Youre welcome

 

he unwrapped it

                    No shit.

No shit

I love it.

Thought you woud

his fat girlfriend over his shoulder asked A tin of what?

A tin of Player’s Navy Cut.

                              Highend tobacco, cigarettes, fuck, I’ll slowly dole these out so they last. Unlike you and the boxes of chocolates I buy ya.

I like chocolates. Thank you.

I dig Player’s.

The tobacconist said he had them on order too long they came in a couple of days before me

Knocked it out of the park, man.

Thought as much  Anyways

                                   I got to beat ass home

My wifes friends birthday today too Shes making dinner for her Im playin host while shes removed in the kitchen

Lobster thermidor

                       A specialty of hers

Helps her Maw was a gourmet cook

Beat your ass home.

                         Maybe leftovers at lunch on the site tomorrow.

No

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    they agreed

they did not like hyphensdid not like hyphenated words

                                                                  anyet

he may have protested too loudly

found he owned miserable God-infected-and-fraught species

    next time they met hed confess

                                        but not retract

the species was   

  he wasnt

he slipped those nimble cloying fingershad seen the rancid matter under their nails

he only suffered the dismal expressions on his parents his relatives faces when they rose to take Communion  and he did not

                               he thought Wha the fuck  I came didnt I

 

oops  found he did it again tongue-in-cheek

                                                   oops anagain    He-Who-Fucks-Fat-Women

his buddy John

Minnesota John

fellow carpenter

 

John rolled his own

bartenders would come up to them You can’t do that in here.

John held up his DRUM tobacco paperpouch

bartender nodded

                          curious thing

they became fixtures in a few taverns in Johns neck of the woods 

as fixtures  John started rolling joints

they smoked them in dank corner booths that smelled of cigarette butts and spilled beer

fresh air in through open windows 

the bartenders let them be

 

John liked his moniker for him

                                   didnt take offence when he unveiled it

Not shabby.

                I haven’t said, but I am part Chippewa.

Which part

Not really sure. his parents were killed in an automobile accident when he was two Though I’m known to say I’m a chipoff . . the old block. Har.

Cute

Thanks.

 

    so he only had to fessup to three hyphens

he could hardly wait to see how shed react to Johns Indian name   

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he wrote  edited

                      rewrote

it takes time and effort to write precisely what it is he wants to say

    on the other hand

                           some people just like to say

SAY

               not articulate

very few speakers have the ability brain-to-mouth to accurately say what they mean

 

since the spoken word is so pliant elastic written words can be too one can evade what they said by saying  . . . no, no, what I meant was yada yada yada evidently some details are not worth saying and who wants to be hung with their own rope

he would be the first to admithowever since few can be bothered to read what he wrote wasnt likely to attract questions comments reprisals

                                         not that he escaped unscathed

battery to his person was him inflicting it

 

 

    Is this tha  in order to be a masochist one has to have a relationship with a sadist

Very astute

You an youre Maw

Correct  Me an my Maw

                                if read briskly  Mean my Maw & Meany Maw

 

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he misses her every day

buddy related to him that when Christopher Hitchens buddys sensei was asked what made him happy he replied that he enjoyed observing the misery of other people

                                                                 he agreed it was accurate common sense

but buddy often ran afoul of the facts

he had no choice but to vet his remark

he Googled Hitchens’ quote about observing the misery of other people

AI Overview replied

                     “Christopher Hitchens did not have a famous, widely cited quote advocating for watching the misery of others. Instead, he made several observations about the nature of misery, teasing, and the duty to intervene in, rather than observe, injustice.” 

Tsk tsk tsk AI

                  thats not what he sought

digging a little deeper

                          confirmed for him that he would ignore Googles AI Overview Gemini that appears at the top of the page as earlier he ignored Wikipedia before it was elbowed out of the top spot

 

      digging

he found Hitchens tongue-in-cheek ironic sarcastic reply when asked what cheered him up

“I suppose mainly gloating over the misfortunes of other people. Yes, I guess that has to be it. Mainly, crowing over the misery of others. It doesn’t always work, but it never completely fails.”

witty

 

he agreed

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https://cvining.com/category/quote-authors/christopher-hitchens

Im stealin

                Give me two seconds of nothingness

Euphoria

First season

Six minutes thirty seconds in

                                     I hear ya

    If you havent felt nothingness

My condolences

A breeze a waft of pure quiet  so-beautiful-before-you-cum    adrenaline

                                                                                      made his balls ache

ovaries ache

did they

         

he hadnt ovaries  he couldnt say

tomorrow hed call women he knew an ask

none of the women he knew would take exception

                                                        they decided long ago theyd keep their friendship

Really

Yes.

    Youre more fuckedup than me

Yaknow

they asked  What would you have me do?

Lose me

           Im no prize 

No.  No prize.

                  But you’re somethingif you weren’t here . . it would be so  fucking   boring.

Im a prophylactic

Slip one on and I’ll fuck you till the cows come home.

 

  he really liked the female friends he assembled

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