18.4.14



there were old men on this train
who he watched carefully
he watched them
to betray themselves

war is fabricated
and helped sold by veterans
old men
who may have served

the old men on this train wandered its bouncing aisle
lustily grabbing handholds on chairbacks
lusty
          grabbing life by its hair 
taking ever more and more
taking
          and taking giving nothing in return

thats what they feel they are owed
                                                           this selfish lot feels owed                                      
fifty years later
theyre entitled  
because they survived

perhaps

though they may not have fought   it is assumed they did
they let horrors be assumed
they cant talk about it
they cant

because theres nothing to be told

they let their rheumy eyes speak
practised
bloodshot
they watched a war
long ago
death voyeurs   
not operatives   or death dealers

maybe theyre frauds
fakes drawing selfish breaths
that rarely catch in their throats
then  a sudden revealing pant
which passes too quick

their selfish breaths
consuming more and more
sucking
and quaffing
and stealing



Twosday, approaching Santa Barbara,  11  11. 08