11.6.22


the night before he dreamt he was walking down a wide flight of unmarredmarble steps 

he had no sense of where he had been immediately prior 

the stone felt cool through his leather solesfelt solemn belonged to an edifice 

unable to resistfeeling exuberant playful he descended themcrosscut them at an angle
                                                                                             they didnt feel inanimate    

descending into dappled shade cast by a grove of sycamores he felt shivers in the rock as he steppedSUDDENLYSUDDENLY tipped  disoriented
                                                        involuntarily his eyes snappedshut attempting to stave off a rising percolationdizziness  bile gathered at the back of his throat

he sighed  WAIT he didnt sigh   it sounded ancientnot in a long time uttered not in a very longlong time  cloaked in relief 
     then his sickness fled
he worked to reorient  tears blurred his vision he wiped them away with the heels of his hand

he lookedhe stood on an impossible shelf  to his left a wall towered  gingerly he approached the edge  sheer cliff  hundreds of feet to next shelf  toes at its edge he could feel a chilly updraft
                                                                                 looking left right   flat bare rock
seemed to run endlessly

SUDDENLYSUDDENLY he was exceptionally small 
                                                          the scale was perverse or comparatively he simply realised in the realm of all things he always had been 
                                            all things were taking him to task

left

right

he flipped a coin 

  maybe he could walkout
                                wouldnt know until he tried

      insignificance   tough to swallow

AM-ish,  Twosday,  7  6. 22
1152,  Saturday,  11  6. 22


he couldnt explain why it hadnt occurred to him earlier

he caught things out of the corner of his eyes frequently usually his lefthe was lefthanded rightbrain 
                                                                                                           science has tried to debunk it as myth although it acknowledgesconfirms that the right hemisphere controls attention  memory two go hand in hand reasoning  problem solving  he was cool living with the myth   he was living proof


what occurred was as he walkedreading
                                              Whahappens when that which occurs an is seen in the corner of ones eye walksround and stands frontancenter before ones face 
                                                          that something spooked him  but to have it strollround confront him made his Mariachi band recoil  quit roving  disband 
                                                           COWARDS COME BACK    YARE ON YOUR OWN MUTHAFUCKER   Motherfucker motherfucker housed provided for them all their friggin existences ADIOS adois  Ya kiddin me

Whahappens  a rhetorical question
                                       not a soul or soulless lingered to utter a reply  but it wasnt like him to put words in anyones mouth far better to have them say put their dirty foot in their mouth wha faces they made like when he swore and his parents energetically scrubbed his tongue with Fels Naptha a brown laundry soap bar tasty it wasnt  however their thorough application didnt stop him from liberally saltanpeppering his language with words as he saw fit 


   So whahappens 
                              after pondering the possibilities very likely he decided when it happened to him  whahed do  hed let herhim himher dance
                                            possibly cop a new move  enjoy a new partner

123preferred to 1323,  Reggaefriday,  10  6. 22
Stephen Marley Let Her Dance  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAjudNmHNwk