15.8.23


   “. . . this reminds me . . . one reason why I have stressed so much the immoral, the wicked, the ugly, the cruel . . . is because I (want) others to know how valuable they are, how equally if not more important than the good things.”
Henry Miller  Art and Outrage 

Why, why do you alwaysI mean always, have to bring up the dark side of things?

Awbabe
         he hugged herhad upset her by reading the quote 
hed prefaced it before he began  See see  Im not the only one who does ithas done it  they were having coffee at the kitchen table  newspapers scattered she had a crossword puzzle under her pen  galled him  it was rare she was wrong  he used a pencil and she admitted she was grateful he did

she shook her head

Good is an analgesic It aestheticises 

I bring up the dark side as a mention of equality
                                                   Tha which is good does not outweigh the bad For everything good there is something bad thas how things work seek equilibrium maintain balance  Thinkinbout it if imbalanced you coudnt walk from here to there without falling time an again Eventually youll arrive But in what shape   Id suggest misshapen   Warped

You think I don’t know that?

I know you know   An despite knowing that your life has been far more difficult than mine I cant in good he winked she glowered conscience placate you
                                  Yare no dummy beautiful he leaned forward and gently chucked her chin

Thank you.

Yare welcome

You’re making breakfast.

You come to that conclusion now or while I was reading to you

While you were reading. Breakfast was premeditated.

Wha am I making

Grab a pen paper put on an apron and I’ll give you my order.

Awright  the aprondrawer was at her back  crossing behind her he began losing his clothes  

stepping beside her  under the apron bucknaked
                                                   Maam she looked up from her crossword   Whallya have

afternoon Reggaefriday,  11  8. 23
1317,  2sday,  15  8. 23


inanimates  he was allbout em

his latest encounter was with an elevator that declared I’m out of order now. with a crisp wellexecuted placard very deliberate
              Thas a drag he thought denied our upsandowns
gave him an idea though
                           there were probablyif he really thoughtbout it fourfive   six   Six he knew who could benefit from wearing a tshirt pronouncing they were out of order
                                                             not out of order in the way he was
he was contrary
a provocateur

not out of order by alignment or illnumbered no out of order by virtue of disconnectinguninformed preferring not to knowThat’s too much information.
                                     thumping their temples with a finger that could be mistaken as gunbarrel I’ve got trouble maintainingkeeping what I got . . I couldn’t possibly add to it.

Incurious

No.

Prefer ignorance

No that’s not it, and besides, you’re ignorant to thi . .
. . Because they fly in the face of what Ive learned theyre alien to my existence  inequivalentnot commiserate so I refuse to give it my time
                             Do you exist     I wonder

they snuffle  Exist more than you.

   Palling around doesnt equate to existence 
                                                Socrates  An unexamined life is not worth living
Livin it up aint the same  but an oilslick on the surface
Not plummeting into  plumbing the depths

I haven’t time for that.

No you do not

 

I’m out of order now.

going with 1333,  Sunday,  13  8. 23
1020,  2sday,  15  8. 23