they viedantagonised each other over the difference between his ability to remember dreams  bros inability

Ifya paid attention

They’re dreams.

Motherfucker More than dreams

                                   Theyre confirmations messengers

Yacant remember because you minimise them cut their legs from out underem

I haven’t.

Remember last nights

No.

Crippledem

             I had three but as Ive said because I sleep intermittently the wake betweenem are commercial breaks that allow me to keepem  remember

You sleeping through the night

I wake to urinate.

Dreams go byebye

Hell if I know.

                    So what’d you dream?

Visual An attractive woman sayingrepeating Im not a good girl Im not a good girl

Conviction

    visualising  She wasnt

I’m not.

No

     Yah

Who says that?

She did Although I knewdug her backstory

                                               Knowing provided context to her gleeful words

And the story?

   No

You’ll admit to me she wasn’t a good girl, but won’t spill the beans?

No

    That’s unguyish.

he humoured himself  Is tha a word

Fuck you.

           You’re constantly making up words. I’m not allowed?

Havent

Unguyish.  Have.

                    Take that.

Taken

    So you’re really not going to say?

No

face fell That’s shit.

her first facial

she handed him her phone

                              Take a picture I wannasee.

Share

Yeah.

Awright

she smiled awfully huge

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You’re so fuckin' weird.

Probably

    You don’t take exception?

Nah

       I understand why youre saying so

Because you’re a freak. I’ve not met anyone like you.

You havent

              Theres a backstory

An no sense tryin to offend me cuzaint happenin old sticks an stones line applies

That’s another thing.

                       You don’t care what anybody thinks of you.

No Wha I think of me is more important than people who don know me from Adam

                                                                                         Anya know wha I saybout tha

Fuckem.

Right on brother right on

Your backstory?

My Maws responsible

You’re hanging your mother out to dry?

I am

       A kid Going out for football high school double practises summer you remember

Don’t remind me.

Right on

          Had water breaks All the other guys were suckinup Gatorade I had a gallon jug of water  Went home

Maw think you could pickup some Gatorade for me pleaseNo.

                                                                 Thafast no  I don even think she looked at me

All the other guys their mothers fathers parents are picking it up for them

So what are you telling me?

    Tellin you

                    Im not tellinya anything  Im asking if you would please

Which you know the answer to.

Then she says

                  You want to be like everybody else?

Everybody else

                   I almost puked No

End of conversation

Soyah Im hang tha on my Maw

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airport

not one in particular

an airport

within was a stumbling man splayed foot Size14s think Bozo the Clown plaidshirted dotard  lean heavily on tard

another with a prodigious gutENORMOUS belly fleshy standingsulking before a cooler of prepackaged foodstepping side to side without regard for others who were aware he was oblivious and stepped aside or back accommodate him  all his failed diets

              how his thin black suspenders didnt snap an take out someones eye  anyet returned from his trip more than two weeks now hes still amused when he rememberswhen his mindseye paints the fat man When were the triplets due

he was humoured

also irritated

               handsfree new parents

hed had his  three

                     was blessed said without religious intent with girls who were born old souls good thing they grewup together he did his levelbest so his wife didnt raise four

he acquitted himself nicely

                             his acquittal eased by the fact that their girls were smart

he was terribly grateful he didnt have to suffer dolt male children as too many of his friends had

must have done his youthful drugs in proper measure or sequence

                                                                       fine accentuating cocktails that didnt damage his DNA as authorities threatened they would

    these new parents

                         they wear their babies like one would wear accessories

roll their luggage  get onboard in the first wave with members of the military and the disabled

   theyll never experience the pleasure of their loved ones meeting them at the gate when they arrive

Thank you Sep11   

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