15.4.18




NO POSTAGE
NECESSARY 
IF MAILED 
IN THE 
UNITED STATES

Business Reply Mail



no postage necessary

                     he was tempted to enclose no postage necessary envelopes in with his letters

he didnt worry about incurring postage for letters written him hed mean the envelopes as black comedy as dismal bitter jokes rarely did anyone reply to his lettershis entreats his simple communication  sharing

he fed a one-way machine

he had become a one-way machine to offset and minimise any hurt mete by not receiving replies to the queries in his handwritten letters

a defense

a rationale


he explained that when he wrote he vicariously spent time with his family and friends
                                                                                         one could suppose he brought it on himself by steadfastly refusing to staylive his life in the Midwest where his family and friends had remained  resided

had he anticipated the years of quiet ignoring

he still would have left


their unsayingtheir no-replies left him to have his way with them not caring whether or not he hurt their feelings bruised their sensibilities

he was brutally honest


even insult didnt provoke communication

they were definitely cut from a cloth unlike his



their absence provoked difficult thoughts

their carelessness invoked subtle violent thought
as screaming in an echo chamber incites one 

knowingly spilling spewing ones ire an spleen an venom
                                                         the idea being

get the shit out of ones system



his body naturally excreted its poison

the poison in his mind needed to be evacuated too

he just had to work to do it


like penance

like absolution



though he didnt need a middleman


1534,  Sunday,  8  4. 18
1249,  Sunday,  15  4. 18