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he listened

they were pretty stoned

they werent talking

just taking shit in


he listened some more
                                 Are you humming Michelle  the Beatles Michelle my belle 
Hmmm?

Humming humming Michelle

Hmm . . . maybe.

You are


Imagine that.

Wha are you thinkin

Was thinking of a girl I dated when I was twentysixtwentyseven . . she, Michelle, was nineteentwenty. When she crosses my mind I think . . and thinking of her always makes me think of the song.

Ya sound bittersweet

Was, a bit . . it was . she was gorgeous.

Care to say


What the hell why not, I ain’t gonna remember I told you.

he would
           What happened

We dated through the winter, skied Tahoe, up to Utah, some great times, my God she was a minx. he sighed could tell he was running instant-replays Then early February she said she was going to Hawaii for three weeks, had an invitation.
I didn’t press.

The night she got back we picked up right where we left off; smoking hot.

Then the next day, shit, my privates were itchy.

had an idea

I went to a doctor. I had crabs.
                                An of course I had to let her know I may have infected her. I felt terrible, just awful, I knew she shared a bed with her sister, I didn’t want her entire family to get them.
                                                                                         I felt absolutely horrible.

Youah youahsleep with anyone while she was in Hawaii

No. he glared at him  I was dating her, I didn’t want to screw up a good thing.

     Ah
         absently not really he began humming Michelle my belle

Great song, isn't it?
                     an he began humming along with him

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       Yah yah he nodded  a lonesome sigh was in it
                                                           feeling like he lost it   was not romantic anymore

Whadid he feel
                               
                                  he felt joylaughed harder than most 

he was compassionateNO wrong empathetic    compassionate wasnt right



he had just heard The Hounds of Winterhadnt ever heard it before he wasnt a fan of Stingthough  he was a fan of lyrics
       “I walk through the day/My coat around my ears/I look for my companion/I have to dry my tears/It seems that she’s gone/Leaving me too soon/I’m as dark as December/I’m as cold as the Man in the Moon” 

        he heard
                 understood the code
he couldnt say he dried lovelorn or romantic tears since he was a young manbefore he married

it was possiblevery possible he reserved his tears for things inevitable grief sorrow   when they strike he was invested
he cant mustnt expend them for romance  things romantic

he had strong relationships  friendships

                                                                 NO  he wasnt romantic

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