Why do you bother?

he shrugged 

            No bother  Have to point it outits necessary  it is very necessary to say so

 

he pointed his finger at wealth  morals   at moneys seduction

he considered those people who thought they were Godbelieved they are and the cold things they didhurtful things which werent because of anger but to hurt because they could

 

         which is cruel  

which they believe is their right

 

a superior at his employment was trying to ransack his life with Daddys money he was confident he would hold sway because of the money and “his breeding” asif humans were bred perhaps in wealthy circles they regard themselves bred unique  a breed apart

                             this monkey was convinced those were the only tools he needed to unseat himhave him fired  he used words like  to my advantage insurmountable  if an asss unintelligible bray could be understood it would sound like him

for himself he was confident his school of hardknocks his keen attention while at their knee to the words of people more intelligent than himself would keep Daddys son at bay

he understood for a long time hed have to play the cards he was dealt

 

they were at a business Christmas party held in a downtown hotel ballroom

he didnt like downtown

he didnt like hotels

he didnt like ballrooms

his wife convinced him to wear a sport jackethe wanted to wear a sweater 

she laid out his clothes and after he dressed and came out into the livingroom he saw she wasnt dressed

Whats up

I’m not going.

HellIm not going

You have to go.

An yare not going why

Offer my regrets that I had a accepted an engagement previously which I could not break. she smiled crazy dimples  pleased with herself beaming 

                               You bitch

I have my moments.

Feeding me to the wolves

Please. You’ll eat anything. They’ll be but one more item on your extensive and varied gourmet cuisine . . because you won’t eat shit.

his turn to smile 

                  he crossed the room to her and kissed her deeply  You owe me

Collect when you come home. she ran her hands on the breast of his jacket jimmied his tie teasingly  You’re very handsome.

Thank you Im your handsome 

                                 And you’re full of shit.

 

later that evening he worked his way to an antechamber outside the ballroom and sat on a silk couch

he stroked the seat JesusChrist he uttered admiring the cloth beneath his palm  someone almost sat on his handhe snatched it away just in time

Daddys moneys wife

they spoke then they parried 

                              then she told him what was wrong with him  actually telling him very exercised when he declined a blowjob

he loved it when people told him what was wrong with him  he could compare their assessment with his list

Some might think that the only difference between us is that I have money. But it’s more than the money. Unlike you, you pitiful slob, I can afford, we can afford, not to have morals.

he didnt believe morals were wrong  not on his wrong list 

                                                             Youll excuse me  he stood  My mother taught me if I hadnt something nice to say nothing at all  and walked away

 

before he left he wanted to thank his boss his host searching the ballroom Daddys money approached him AwChrist I understand you had a conversation with my wife. 

I did

he knew he wasnt going to defend his wifes honour no matter what she told her him

 

You really should have. She gives tremendous head.

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1252,  Monday,  11  1. 21