3.10.20

 

               he couldnt say how many times he came in through an EXIT
 

2032,  Reggae Friday,  2  10. 20

 

                                          Ill tell ya  When something IS   Then what

Then what?

Yah  It IS   No turning away from itturning your back on it  It IS

Yahave to combat it 

Theres no place to run no place to hide

Yare only fooling yourself if you think you can

 

Is it truly your fight?

Its everyones fight  Binary   Cant wave a white flag declare neutrality  hide

No  Maybe you could hide 
                             Bury your head like escaped Jews and Jap soldiers did during and after World War Two

One could argue thats being alive 
                                     or just surviving

What did you do during the war Daddy

I hid

 

 

I thought she was a little girl dressed as she was in a hood a cape tied at her throat  Li’l Red Riding Hood 

she was a small fullblown woman

I dont know what it was that tipped her off I really dont Maybe   maybe because Im sceptical

I beat her to the punch

And as I watched the surprisethe light go out of her eyes 
                                                             I saw she was every bit a murderer as me

A murderer

Murder Theres nothing else to call it if yawanna be honest 
                                                              Coldblooded murder

 

An when its overhowever its over no one will be innocent No one will be right  Theyll be alive to contend with what they did to stay alive

 

That’s grim.

Yes

early AM,  Saturday,  3  10. 20
1639,  Saturday,  3  10. 20  

Stephen Stills  Word Game  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-lwvn9GN5w

 
he was utteringmuttering ejaculating odd  nonsensical intonations   which suddenly assembled and formed Whadafuck

hed have thought Whadafuck would just had presented not made him struggle with animal brays roars and mewlings
like he wasnt in control and not in control made him wonder what entity within him was

 

they didnt like raw eggs 
he liked raw eggs 
                   so whomever it was wasnt yet outside his control his reckoning 

hint they were a slob

the raw eggs they dumped into his mouth from cracked shellhalves missed his mouthhe didnt miss his mouth

it was a feeble impersonation 
                                and feeble pissed him off he hated pissed which indicated his . . his . frustrationRAGE 


a pansy 
           he was infiltrated by a pansy


it could have been the booze the blow  the hash 
                                                   though not usually 
usually his infiltration came from a deeper darker place


his feminine side


he openmouthed quaffed raw eggs oysters shots of booze  rarely ever missed his mouth 

this He was a pansy 
                        He wasnt committed to action  probably a rookie a pleb a beginner

everything has to start somewhere

he didnt think he had a virgin left inside himSURPRISE 
                                                           better find herhim and bust their cherrybring them around to his way of thinking

he hated knocking around or killing one of his owndidnt have any qualms about it  just didnt like it  didnt like it one bit 
     and the cunt got eggwhites in his beard 

which was funny

She never had her face smeared with cum while giving headnever let someone cum in Her face

gobs

yet 
     She could gob eggwhites in his beard

Dont like my beard
NO! 
Then shave 
              Your pussys pristine  like a eightyearold girls

Maybe I eat raw eggs like a eightyearold girl.

I was a eightyearold boy an never got egg on my face 
                                                          An boys and girls aint that different
Yaknow that

Whaswid the attempt at embarrassment 
                                            You should know I dont embarrass

One can try.

No  One cant 
               Not if they want to leave their boots in the entry

Whadaya want

I want to be noticed.

Even bad press is good presshuh

Yes.  Something like that.

Aint nothing like that Park it at the entry Talk to me about your grievance grievances Tryin to make me look silly only made you look bad 
                     Every facet worthwhile yare milling about with  reflections of me  know I dont miss my mouth

Ya hung yourself out to dry

Exposed yourself unnecessarily

 

But you did notice.

I want to be noticed.


I want to be acknowledged. 

He She  whatever aspect of him they represented were young hed have thought at his ageas he said  he wouldnt have a virgin left

begrudgingly  Awright Yagot my attention Whadaya want

 

Thank you.

they were polite 

Yare welcome

0713, Reggae Friday,  2  10. 20
1117,  Saturday,  3  10. 20

Booker Little  Grand Valise (Waltz of the Demons)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Z9W4Mo_niY