12.8.26

Got it

 

    Yes?     What?

Arithmomania


Yeah?   What's that?

    A subtype of OCD jah  yaknow  Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

                                                                               Though mines orderly
A specific numbernumber nine number nine number nine Beatles

A counting compulsion

Hyperfixation

Apophenia

 

Apophenia?
Jahsorry

              Sometimes seeing patterns or meaning where none exists
According to others

    Cant seem to stretchgranted my interpretation  unable to stretch enlarge their imaginations to embraceencompass  encompass    what I can see before their very eyes

Myopic


Or fuckinblind
                      Frustrating

Bleedinfrustrating

 

No compulsions

bustin his breeches None whatsoever.

    Really

 

Binge

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Beatles  Revolution 9  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNdcFPjGsm8

    Bingeable TV

                       Hulu recommends

Hulu carries Fringe

                           which he watches one episode a night

began September 9, 2008
5 seasons

100 episodes


dont make TV like that no more
                                  but
bingeable

 

does a heroin addict binge

                                   binge

checked the dictionary

The New Oxford American Dictionary

                                          a short period devoted to indulging in an activity
esp. drinking alcohol to an excess

followed by binge-eating syndrome which is followed by binge-purge syndrome

    syndrome

frankly he wouldnt involve himself in any syndrome

                                                               sindrome   maybe
if he could name his sin


                                hes binged sex

so he knows bingeing

    sex

a worthwhile binge to exhaustion to sleep to wake to fuck again because sex like Chinese food  youre hungryready to eat again

                               but
Bingeable TV

Hulu does not influence him

 

Influence

 

Couldnt say anything anyone held sway
                                             he held it

to be honest his girlfriend holds it
 

    name of his cock

2022,  Wednesday,  12  8. 26

Buck Owens and The Buckaroos  I’ve Got A Tiger by the Tail  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_c1dkh9YKQ

Biblical  Takin it

Sacred  Takin it

Cooptinem from church from religion
                                       Biblical  Koranical  or Quranic  Q  U  R  A  N  I  C   if yawish

Im stratifyinem for common use common cause
                                                  Freeinem  No longer religious boogers they can freely apply
Ownership no more

I think you’ll get pushback.

Oh definitely

                      Like I care

   Like you care.

What do you care about?

Ill have to give tha some thought

Give thought . . . about what you care about?

Care   Not particularly descriptive detailed
                                                      Kinda flippant
    Shouldnt it be?

Obviously I think not

Concern  Solicitude  Anxiety  Worry

                                             Troubling

Dictionary says turned his iPhone towards him so they both could see as he read
                                                                          Care  implies oppression read tha oppression  oppression of the mind ones mind weighed down by responsibility or disquieted by apprehension.

Jesus Christ

                   Why woud I
Anwhy I cant make light of it or answer you off the cuff   Deserves more

    So  I have to think

Think hard

You can answer off the cuff

 

I believe care is simple to admit.

    Methinks

                     Careless

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he laughed
              Tha got your attention

That’s not right.

It is

No.  It’s rules are meant to be broken, you’ve said as much on many occasions as your reason for being argumentativecontrary.

Good memory

                  Jah   Being aggressive assertive
Ideals are meant to be broken

    No ideals?

That’s kind of dark.
Kinda real

Give me an example

An example?
Jah

An unbroken ideal


 

Gimme a moment.

A moment   Really

                        Ive been tossing it around for days

    I cant think of one Like they used to say Help a fella out, would you?

I remember that, who said it?

Ill find out
           If I don well never know  Right disliked it immensely  when his daughters would say that he berated them  Wrong  Don right me

That’s not true. taking umbrage

Youre kiddin me

                     When was the last time you vetted an said

I refuse to take he said she said they them him her haha

                                                                       Crap
Anya know tha

Its true

deferring to his umbraged puss  If you prefer to harbour Animosity
                                                                   Ship of Fools
Tied up thumbing over his shoulder over there bucko  Youre welcome

Hold some animosity towards me  Youre welcome

                                                           Because you know full well
I do?

What?


You don wanna work tha hard

Don’t blame me, you’re the one who researches things, always have, a researcher.

    Might suppose I am  Researcher

Hadnt occurred to me
Huh?

         I did not expect that.

Labels

Names

I prefer not to

    Well, ya got one now.


 

Vetting unnecessary

I paraphrased Humphrey Bogart The Treasure of the Sierra Madre  Say, mister, could you stake a fellow American to a meal?

                       Help a fella out 

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https://www.reddit.com/r/looneytunes/comments/1uqv457/pardon_me_but_could_you_help_out_a_fellow/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9IuXrTIyT8

he signed a check

realised as he was signing his last name didnt come off his pen fluidly

                                                                             a hitch in its gittyup

muttered  Thas not good
                            I better practise my signature

    why


because our signature is our brand our label our labour

we ought to be able to pull it off without thinking and signed appreciate its uniqueness

                                                                                               our stamp
our approval to whatever weve applied it to

a viable extension of who we are

 

pulled out sheets of blank text paper and exercised his hand wrist arm

                                                                               had to get it right  

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reading Brain not a mind reader  a book hes quoting

                                                       Two million new connections, or synapses are formed every second in an infants brain – as we mature fiftypercent of our synapses are pared

feelin cocky
            which means fiftypercent spared felt his brain twitch asif to say  I can trim that.
Don’t test me.

Ach

        tests were troubling

teachers laid them on his desktop  hed say  Cant we do orals
                                                                  the loooks they gave him
didnt deter him  he kept at it year after year
                                                Im tellinya Id test better orally

Id be happy to come in early before class to test  though not too early I have paper routes


    year after year

every test

every test placed on his desk nodding Yeah, yeah, yeah. his teachers must have thought they were the Beatles


despite their efforts despite ignoring him

                                            he graduated
Christ wha a gauntlet

though probably made him better prepared for life than many others adaptable scheming  hustling

    it was unfortunate Sales and Business made him cold

he probably would have been successful
maybe a career

                   which he eluded

to his parents dismay
but
      he wasnt living to please anyone other than himself


    he was inordinately  successfully  selfish

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