I pushed and rode her up the bed to
the wall where other girls I knew had headboards
I can still hear
her
fingernails at the wall
like kids nails dragged down the Elementary school chalkboards of my
childhood
they stopped
and
started according to her thighs
warm
and fleshy
at
my cheeks
stopped and started
dictated by her
thrusting hips
earnestly wrought
I admired the strength in her
hands and arms clutching my head pulling my hair
at a sudden twisting
she came
I
was under her
ground
under her hips
her fucking my face
when the last shudder went out of
her spine
I toppled her over onto her back
and stretched her legs apart like a wishbone
I thrusted
I runted
I came gasping FUCK fuck
fuc . . . ka
we hung like two dogs
exhausted
unaccounted
lost
I didnt revive until she at once gasped
found my
cock again and choked herself on it
me now holding handfuls of
hair
and thrusting
I didnt care
if
she couldnt breathe
I
followed her mad tenacious lead
fed her lust her hunger
I came
we collapsed again
later bathed in flickering yellow candlelight we
didnt talk of love
or need
-- Its so nice just to fuck
So nice to have a cock in me a cock my hands
Nice to be
filled
I wasnt in a place to talk let alone think
I grunted
I
had to trust the sound I emitted to say
a sound
fulfilled
spent
You wanna know the nicest thing
-- Yah
-- Oh You are conscious
-- Yah
Dont get
carried away with yourself alright
she laughed
-- Yes
You wanna know the nicest thing
-- Yah
-- A confession
You dont make me feel like a slut
I dont feel like a slut
-- You shouldnt
Why would you
Because you like to fuck
Thats horseshit
-- Yes
I dont feel like a slut
-- Then good
Hell
thats better than good thats excellent
-- Yes
I havent any shame either
I
dont feel like a slut
You dont feel like a slut do you
-- Me
A slut
-- Yes
You dont feel like a slut
-- Fuck no
-- And you dont
Because you like to fuck too
-- I do
-- Then
Like
me
-- Ya know I do
I like to fuck
I
like fucking you
she laughed
-- Then like me
That makes you a slut too
-- Yah I suppose that makes
me a slut too Like you
-- Were sluts
-- We are
Were sluts
-- Fuck Thats
liberating
-- Ill do you better Its the honest ta Gawds truth
One slut to another
she climbed up me and kissed me deeply
I didnt mind our cum sticky on our faces
or
the taste of my mine in her mouth
I suppose we supposed sluts are
like that
Suzey died five weeks later in a car wreck
a week out from our Graduation
When I think I havent any
innocence left
I remember Suzey
and she ekes out my
remaining traces
and when I cum ferociously
beastly
her face flickers like flame across my lovers faces
2230, Friday,
28 11. 14
