hungry artists

like every other hungry worker

are manipulated by those who evidently have means and are mean take advantage because they can

                                                                                                             their rationale is their success it is how they retain their wealth the South fought the Civil War for exactly that reason didnt have to pay nigger slaves nothing

thats how he saw his employers

the more hungry someone is

the more desperate they are

employers like desperate employees

                                              until

an employer got brained

they don get brained often enough

they are upsetrepelled by violence prefer not getting dirty

they ignore they are the sourcethe provocation of it

they could have been fair

they did not have to be calculating  devious

                                              Ah the rub 

that is the nature of Business

first year college

                 he met a lot of people from around Chicagosurrounding states they coalescedwere thrilled being Out though few truly on their own

he enjoyed the classes discussions get-togethers parties bars

                                                                       ahem  poolhalls

one thing became apparent and consistent to him

                                                     Aw, come on man, they’re just trying to get to know you.

Then get to know me don ask me wha Im studying

later  So what do you do for a living? asif a job could define him 

inevitably inshortorder he found he immensely disliked business people 

he didnt feel bad beating one up

                                 who could possibly feel bad beating a psychopath

he liked to think that maybe the beating curtailed that thing he truly despised

when a psychopath gets their way too long they ascend  and ascending theyll fit themselves with the tingedhalo of a sociopath

he never tired of the equality of a fistfight

2226,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1117,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

Julie Andrews  Getting To Know You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbbYY-pAmlY

Christina Vantzou  Sister  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RC1Yjn7uKsI

 

cereal coldcereal

                    cold serial  to be canceled

   cold case archival storage

Take it awaytake it down to the morgue

he ate too many dry cereal dinners baked potato dinners in college to be enthusiastic about either

                                                                                                      only stepped in front of a dry cereal now when he visited family his granddaughters their eyes were either too big for their stomachs or they finished the cereal but went to dump a pint of organic milk down the kitchen sinkDESPITEdespite him telling them before they sat down to eat NOT to waste milk

                                        ridiculous he was one of eight kids waste was sacrilegious these two might be brought into the fold if they missed a couple of dinners at random through the week experienced hungerthey were always starving to death they hadnt a clue what hunger was

                                                      he truly couldnt say he knew real Hunger anhe was grateful

he was also grateful they werent allowed sugared cerealhed be tempted to dump the milk he either drank the milk from their bowls or if enough cereal was floating or sunk he add a bit more for proportionality

he didnt visit oftenhe wasnt a grandmother

                                            anhe didnt withstand their withering commentariestheir attempted chiding pointing fingers at him telling him he ought to spend more time with his grandchildren

                                                                                        he cut them to the quick  I did for my childrentheir grandparents were rarely around My children will do for theirs Theres things I want to do Ive earned my selfishness an Im enjoying it

theyd shake their headsmutter Pitiful, pitiful, absolutely pitiful.

                                                                          Awwell might be he was still getting laid Not a child born could replace that 

I have oatmeal every morning.

Good for you Hot cereals good never ate hot cereal for dinner

What do you eat for breakfast?

I don

You don’t, that’s not good.

According to who

I, I think I believe, that is commonly knowncommon knowledge.

According to who

                   Hate to sound like a broken record but I havent had breakfast religiouslythe only thing I might consider religiously since I was a boyteenager

Oh no, that’s not good.

My healths been better than yours . . agreed

Well, yes, but . .

. . Yes I agree there are a lot of factors at play Perhaps a smokescreen But breakfast every morning is obviously not a make-or-break proposition

                            Should I happen to be hungry on a given morning Ill eat three raw eggs Jumbo Organic should I be hungry I believe theres more protein  possibly easier to digest too

people facesexpressions always slip queasy

Fact  Cold cereal usually doesnt make people queasy

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