18.4.17



Sunday afternoonEaster  Sunday   afternoon  Hes up and gone man
Whard He go
Anywhar He wants   Anywhar

he was rocked by the Lagunitas Waldos he sipped while preparing the ham(no pineapple!)  so he went outside on the porch into the fresh air

the sun was trying hard to cut through the shroud the threat of rain the overcast sky  it came through in occasional shards  stab wounds  but the wounds healed quickly  as if the blades of sunlight never were

he returned into the house and grabbed a small cigar a box of wood matches and Flann Obriens At Swim-Two-Birds

he was celebrating


this is what one doesHe did when the Easter bunny disregards their house denies them an Easter basketdidnt put him to work the night before dissolving colour tablets in hot water and vinegar to colour dozens of eggs  sitting bleak white in their cartons shining like fresh skulls
                               but that was likely because his drawings and words done in wax crayons had become more and more profane every year
his parents took his crayon away
Who the fuck likes just coloured eggs(or just colouring eggs)

he ultimately lost his cogship in the Easter machinery when he hogged a better portion of the five dozen eggs and dumped the deep blue dye into the red and made nearlyblack eggs

apparently black eggs werent festive
                             so his parents said
which he countered The Man died  These eggs reflect the mourning of Christs crucifiction

his parents also didnt approve of his crucifiction

thats when they dropped him from the proceedings entirely

which was fine by him

he recognised  as he did this Easter morning  that after years and years breathing the vapours off the colouring solutionsthe hot vinegar  that he(probably psychosomatic) began coughing whenever he caught a whiff of vinegar

truthfully he couldnt say he missed the ceremony  being indentured   the ah  ah ahoh whats that called   Yes    Yes  he didnt miss the indoctrination prejewdice not that his parents saw it that waywhat parents wouldparents didntthey just handed down what they learnedwere taughtbecause thats when you get kids

he didnt get getted

but that was innate to him

his parents then were right in excluding him  he was the eldest and he could taint his siblings  while his parents were lukewarm to Catholicism they still held their religion in esteem in the vapours of Christ and His teachings
                                                                                   and maybe if the Bible actually contained the Word of Christ hed consider it  but His disciples  as all True disciples  conspired to create godma conspired to create a continuum  and as they persisted their stories of Him humanly were changed and embellished  and at some point it was recognised Thars gold in dem dar hills!


dutifully he called his parents on Easter and Christmas(he called as he opened his second Waldo)

it was habit to him

nothing more

as his parents aged they hedged their bets(they gambled regularly now at riverboat and Indian casinos) they hedged their shot at the Promised Hereafter

this Easters telephone conversation turned on a t-shirt he saw a customer wearing  Joe Jost’s  the man said it was a dive bar in Long Beach  it even has pickled eggs behind the bar if you wanted

he shared with his folks that since he left Chicago he hadnt been into a bar that had pickled eggs  Three for twentyfive centsDont imagine they sell for thathuh

Or Blind Robins either  his father said his mother concurred(When did they go barhopping)

Blind Robins I dont know them(he took Easter solace in their remembrances of bars)

You dont know Blind Robins  his father said  I suppose I didnt raise you right  Theyre salted herrings Delicious with a cold beer Smart though The salt only made you more thirsty
Ah  Like a dentist giving you a candy sucker after hes filled cavities
Exactly   I havent thought of Blind Robins in years

I never knew of Blind Robins  Better I think to remember than never have known  And I thank you for my knowing now

Youre welcome  Good memories attached to Blind Robins pickled eggs

Yes  Good memories attached to Easter


Black eggs

they laughed together



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