21.7.22


she left


she left him a note


he didnt read it


its laying on the floor beside the bed where it fell when he climbed in to go to sleep


he didnt need to read it


he didnt want to know her reasons her excuses


she was gone


actions speak louder than words


words didnt matter



she was gone

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2329,  Day-between-Two-Ts
Marvin Gaye  Let's Get It On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6QZn9xiuOE


Elyse3

Dammit off the top of his head he couldnt remember 1 or 2  someconfidence 1 was   Nah noconfidence   he didntcouldnt remember
                         itd come to him if he called it   eventually 
Elyse3
        she had to godidnt have time to elaboratetold him he was being held up for his sensuous temperament

Held up

Example.

Who

No idea, he was texting someone, needed help spelling temperament.

Where was I

Took a phone call.

My daughter

At the bar?

Yeah

Then yes. Sorry, I gotta go, wanted to keep you apprised. she hugged him and left

left him holding a bag sensuous temperament   worse things to be called but he thought itd be said to him first before heading out into the ether

he remembered him calling him a positive deviant positive deviance was more like it  sensuous temperament must be reading another selfhelp bookflipping through an on-line article 9 Simple Things That She’ll Find Sexy he was sitting apart feverishly tapping the keys of his iPhone

he walked over tapped him on the shoulder as he passed behind him 
                                                                         Im off catchup with ya later 
he didnt lookup Gotta go?

Gotta go

Later man.

a cellphone is better than blinders myopic magnified   ignorance bliss


walkinbout halfway home he whistled then blustered Here Elyse1 comere girl   Comere began pondering 
                                                                                                                  eventually

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1431,  Thursday,  21  7. 22


    sensory
              all circuits sprung gaping 
sensuallyelectric 
                  simmering seething


sensuous



Ive a sensuous temperament

I don’t know what that is?

erogenous

   erotic eerilyerotic

      seams busting circuits searedscreaming at the top of their lungs
                                                                                                           Breathe
Yamay have forgotten  Have you forgotten

Forgotten? I don’t think one forgets what they didn’t havemay not have had.

When you were a little boy

Little boys aren’t sensu . .
. . They certainly are

Then let me sayyou'll let me say . . . I wasn’t.


Do you think sensuality is a slight  mars   masculinity

I’m saying I wasn’t.
 
  Pity
            evidently he didnt lay on freshcut grass in the sunshine play in a pile of raked autumn leaves skinnydip in a lake swimming pool river climb a tall tree eat cold slices of watermelon on a hot blue day gaze at clouds smile at their inhabitants  nap outdoors   look up a pretty girls skirt

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0915,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

kid

Yareally wanna follow my lead

Yathink I cant keep up

I didnt ask tha did I

You counsel or something

You know better than tha

I do me mine ours  wes know better

Im cool yawanna voyage with me happy to have company 
                                                              Once we head out keep the mouth shut I have a hard time telling youse apart so Ive no idea if youve been along before

Ive not

I appreciate tha thanks for saying so

Yah

Any idea how this works

Ifya know I shoud

How long ya been around

I don know
             Shoudnt you know

Ive not seen your number gathered in one place at one time lots come an go as I understand a pretty furtive lot more likely I catchya out the corner of my eye can discriminate one or several but nothing beyond ifa crowd gathers But yare correct majority knows if I know Also gotta spose if its interests them
                                                                             I aint always innarestin
Well let the chips fall where they may

I like ya kid

Obviously I like you Daddio


Awright  Lets go 
                     Sensuous 
Sensuous

Take it in Yaneednt repeat

Right

Sexual tension

Sensual tension

Consensual

Cuntsensual

Carnal

Fleshy

Unchaste

Lewd

Say

Yah

You smell pussy on my face

Ya smell cum on my breath

thabrought a huge grin cross his face  Yare awright kid yare awright  ya follow

moving out of the corner of his eye the kid smiled real big

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1354,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22