23.1.19



he worked his way over to the bar through milling people square concretetopped immoveable tables and tall backed stools
 
the tables and seats never made any sense to him  unless they were there to peel off or cull crowdsforce the overspill outside onto the bricked patios at its front and side which overlooked a keen treelined creek or were to force people into the beer garden behind the bar  the razorwire serpentined atop its tall walls were meant as a joke  and since the bar allowed dogs it wasnt odd to see an occasional Doberman or Shepherd which clarified its panache electrified its ambiance nothing like a sudden sharpsnarl to help you gulp your beer  No worries, man, he doesnt bite  me.


he didnt expected the crowd

he stopped for a beer and to catch the end of the game 

he liked that the bar kept the large flatscreen mutedplayed music over it rather than favoured the inane yak of announcers he didnt need to be told what he was seeing

he was surprised when he entered that several of the stools at the bar were vacant  a string of four seated on the stool beside the wall which began the empty string was a disheveled patron who loosely held his etched glass stein it was a gimmick from when the bar opened years ago  people paid a tidy sum each month to retain one the steins hung from hooksthree deep above the bar evidently one enjoyed a certain notoriety by having a monogrammed stein but either he didnt like his initials enough or hed be shamed that he couldnt keep up with the spendythrift alchiesthe regulars who had one

he took the third stool from the wall leaving an empty one between him and the inebriated man who he thought was mumbling to himself later he realised he was talking to someone via Bluetooth mike and earbuds
it had been more fun to think he was talking to himself

the barmaid approached him  Whats your name kiddo

Bailey.

Bailey Im Joe  May I have the black double IPA please

You betcha, coming up, Joe.

Thank you
The world’s evil, man, it’s going to hell in a handbasket.

overhearing disheveled he couldnt help but wonder why they werent more original

Evil, man, the world’s evil. It’s going to hell in a handbasket.


Hey, man! The world’s evil, it’s going to hell!  I’m talking to you!

disheveled wasnt even looking at him You talkin to me 

Yeah, man, I’m talking to you.

since when were conversations concluded with no goodbyes no Talk with ya later

Bailey set the pint down on a coaster 

Thank you Bailey he said as he handed her a card to keep his tab open 

she smiled quicklykept her upper body tilted from the hips towards himaffecting a casualthough terribly effective subtle display of cleavage like smooth peeled hardboiled eggs  tough to top young supported breasts
I’m talking to you, man.

Actually youre interrupting me he said as he admired Baileys ass as she walked away hence was the audacious weight of unvarnisheduncut heterosexual eyes Yah Interrupting me Whawereya saying

he finally looked at him or as best he could as his eyes rolled drunkenly in his head I’m talking to you.


You were saying

The world’s evil, man. Evil.

Based on what

Whaddaya mean?

Evil What are you basing its evilness on I ask because I dont believe in evil  Nothing or no one is evil

Whaddaya fuckin talkin about? The world’s evil!

Whats your basis
Awman. They cut that guy’s head off. I watched it online.

Lots of heads were cut off and posted onlineyou watched them all

Naw. That first guy.

The contractor  Berg

Yeah. Him.

Why did you watch that

My friends, all my friends, they watched it.

So they watched it and you had to watch it

They watched it, man.

So because they did you did  Idiot

It was horrible.

You didnt have to watch it to know it was horrible

I can’t forget it.

Twothousand four almost fifteen years ago Whadja expect If you have the slightest imagination you could imagine how horrible that video would be 

The horror the horror the horror Apocalypse Now Brandons Kurtz  Horror has a face  You must make a friend of horror  Horror and moral terror are your friends  If they are not then they are enemies to be feared  The tangled pile of amputated armsthe arms of village children who were inoculated  The men who cut them off had familieshad children  They did it to define the extreme they were willing to go  Japanese Kamikaze pilots  Horror creates psychological fear 

Those soldiersif you would  who beheaded Nick Berg were forced into war due to our hubris our belligerence our mockable exceptionalism When you fight American force as the Vietnamese did it is an asymmetrical war  The mujahideen took what the CIA taught them when they fought the Soviets and turned it on us  They deployed their IEDs suicide bombers They didnt have to attend the School of the Americas  which should have been an embarrassment to this country

Their horror is our due is our blowback 

No fuckin brainer 

And that you let your friends force you into watching something horrid some friends  But youre the fucking idiot


You  don’t  know  me he snarled

No  I dont  So you keep to your beersyour misery  Leave me alone



he didnt expect the crowd

he didnt expect that 

1818,  Sunday,  20  1. 19
1440,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  23  1. 19


the Administration negotiated the shutdownthey said theyd own itthey said they wouldnt blame the Democrats

why would or should Democrats afford them any face-saving measures? Mexico was paying for it  that was the campaigns promise


maybe the Trump/Pence ticket gets punched

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