awmostforgot 

             woud have been kicking himself in the ass if he had  goodthing the page number coincided with his year of high school graduation  promotion   promoted to Vietnam 

                                                             didnt think tha one through he shoudve flunked  then schools didnt worry about a students selfesteem 

Win some

           WON didnt die

he finished a bookwas going to return it to the library  called Pirate Enlightenment, or the Real Libertalia 

                                                                                                              whawasnt to like  Pirates  Old English spelling Pyrates dug it an libertalia  rhymed with genitalia 

one in particular 

                    had to wonder why he got lucky an survived  since wasnt a betting man

awmostforgot

   Madagasar pyrates how cool

                                  cooler yet were the Malagasy the people  their revenge magic an he thought voodoo was only found in the Caribbean fehitratra  manara mody  rao-dia  all forms of ody fitia love magic 

                                                                                                            fanainga lavitra  causes an absconded lover to go into a trance from which he or she does not waken until they return to the caster clever trick  tsimihoa-bonga  confines a lover to a certain perimeter he preferred handcuffs  blindfolds 

he coudnt imagine his loss if he hadnt remembered 

                                                      hed be kickin those around the bar confounding drinking mates repulsing barflies intriguing women please  they were witches at heart he was just reminding them of their powers tha all they need do was pickemup again thrash those white cocksuckers intent on diminishing them their kind had been throughout all history  HISstory 

                                 bouttime HERstory was illuminatedprevailed  anif more than a few dicks had to be ripped out by the root fed to dogs feral pigs domestic woud relish likewise so be it  woudnt bleed out  cauterise it Don breathe in  learned tha dehorning calves sorry sonofbitches  castrated in the same time 

                                                                                              he was on their side fight with them

mebbe some of his dumb luck woud rubbed off on them           

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a p.s. P.S. 

            a panick stricken Penis Sentry  possibly Sentric centric   free your mind

women are witches

he applauded them 

                     they made sensational pasta sauce obviously as skilled in the kitchen as in the bedroom livingroom kitchen table on the ground in the backseat of a car in a woodsy park against a wall fence check the fences stoutness  they did tilt one

reading Super-Infinite Transformation of John Donne . . . No man is an Iland, intire of itselfe; everyman is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine; if a clod bee washed away by the Sea  you know

he was walking but remembered the page 212 Junior High Math & Science room  Mrs. Hartmann on it a woman Frances seeking an annulment by King James of England was accused by her husband of witchcraft specifically cursing his penis Jacobean England feared witchcraft the fear was remarkably genital-centric a writer Reginald ofcourse  Reggie Scot recorded that a witchs magic could take away a mans entire groin “that men had their genitals taken from them by witches, and by the same means again restored.” please why would any witch worth her salt restores a mans penis

   anyway the thought tickled him so he decided to share

343preferred to 1543  barely,  Thursday,  16  3. 23

https://www.humbleisd.net/cms/lib2/TX01001414/Centricity/Domain/8307/No_Man_is_an_Island_-_Friendship___Loyalty.pdf

he was looking throughout the house for the cat 

when he visited he made a big to-do outside the front door before coming in to tip the beast off he was present she usually attacked him in the foyer from behind the potted plant it seemed they had established a game plan 

no ambush 

he wandered around came up empty  went into the kitchen where his mother was futzing around she didnt care for the word  why he used it 

                        So as you futz around in here  any idea where the cat is

standing at the counter her spine went ramrod hard 

                                                       We don’t use that word in this house.

futz is believed slang from the Yiddish phrase arumfartsn zihk a buddys grandmother said it all the time in their house three generations living together he wasnt Jewish but he gathered its meaning without explanation meant farting around  Jews had a wordwords for everything an liberally doled them out  

Yes you don but I do  Such is the beauty of keeping my own place 

                                                                         Seen the cat

Your brother’s cat?

My brothers cat  Did you and Dad get another

We did not.

My brothers cat

It’s gone.           

           Your brother didn’t treat it well so it began peeing all around the house. We got tired of cleaning up after it.

Shoud have made David clean up the mess

He’d only have treated the cat worse.

   Worse 

            Was he abusing Tigger

He wasn’t kind to it.

                        he suddenlyrealised where he learned his sense of semantics euphemisms  she shoud have been an attorney a politician  keen to split hairs 

                                          He abused her

He wasn’t kind. 

                 his brother was adopted  his parents medical records were expunged from Davids records  then no recourse was available  David suffered genetic hardships  in all likelihood his mental capacity topped out as an eightnine year old 

he was thirtyone

living his parents

Maybe we coud agree David treated Tigger with animosity tha was is fed by his frustration from his lack of agency lack of authority  an ask feeling like a coercion  frustration fed by his feeling of disempowerment

                                                                                                 He had power over Tigger 

No.

as a kid his parents were three-trick ponies when he had questions for them  Yes  No   Because (I said)

You don think so or No you havent considered it

                                                       Is he continuing to see his therapist taking his medication

No.

they were efficient too

Are you encouraging him

You know David, he’s hot and cold.

Id heat him up when he got cold

Then you're welcome move back home. 

                                              exasperated she shook her head You have no idea.

I have some idea

                  If he came to the phone when I called he called every weekevery ten days  Id probably have a better idea

He didn’t want to talk to you, you know that.

I know Didnt stopped me from asking

No. It did not stop you.

Stopped my brothers and sisters

Yes. 

Tiggs gone

She’s gone. She’s in a better place.

Euphemism 

             he didnt ask

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