20.3.22


he choked  choked arrgh tried to clear his throatARRGH  tears squirted into his eyesARRGH

Moby cracked him on the back You okay?

ARRGH
Moby cracked him again
                          Okay?

   Aawhh    Better Thank you


Something catch in your throat?

he put a thumb index finger in his mouth to the back of his throat he gagged 
                                                                               Moby choked his eyes watered Christ don’t do that.

he tried a second time gagging again
                                       Moby choked harder   Woudya QUIT!

he held up his stickyspittlecovered index finger indicating one more time
                                                                           Moby spunturned his back to himput fingers in his ears
ARRGH
             Got it
shook his headwiped tears out of his eyes

Ya done? he pulled a finger out of his earstill with his back to him  DONE?

Yah cleared his throat again  Done

Moby turned towards him looking under his arm that kept a finger lodged  You’re done?

cleared his throat Yes  he spat it out shielded Moby from seeing with his body

Well what the fuck was it?

  Hairball
           Pubic hair ball Had a wild time last night  began humming You’ve Made Me So Very Happy

1503,  Saturday,  22  1. 22
1307, Sunday,  20  3. 22 
Blood, Sweat & Tears  You’ve Made Me So Very Happy   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjZtRAoITP0


after three weeks of depressing oppressive news Putins USSR revisionist history Russia attacking Ukraine death destruction sheer idiocy delusion  czarist Peter the Great wannabe redux

    NO

he reallyreally needed something light to enjoy
                                                    something   he read  “. . . investigations into incidents like who left a cracker wrapper in the galley restroom sink.” 
                                                something like cracker wrapper
whas not to like glib  crinklysounding cellophane   another phonaesthetic

they did something for him
                             he kept his ears open eyes peeled a laugh tucked haphazardly in his throat                                                                          
it treated him gently  a generous bright hobby


cracker wrapper humoured him

2134,  Saturday,  19  3. 22
1229,  Sunday,  20  3. 22
pg 14 Rogue Protocol 
Fifth Dimension  One Less Bell to Answer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjW_z02EjaA


Yave heard don eat where you shit

Jesusreally. I hate that aphorism.

I like it pithy don beatround the bush  thas an idiom

I know, I know . .
. . Ofcourse ya do I had no doubt
                                     Howbout something pithier Don shit while ya eat
AwwJesus.

     Pretty ugly
                 My kid brother would grab an apple from a bowl on the kitchen table bite into it an head into the half bath just off the kitchen 
                         Whadadya doin
Hed take another big bite through his juicy chewin Goin to the bathroom shut the door behind him sound of the toilet lid striking the tank Crunch another bite
                                        My stomach flipped

He did become a soldier

Maybe thas wha it takes


I didn’t need to know that.

No I was happy sharing

Which brother?

You knowem all  Who do you think

I think . . maybe I don’t want to know.

Yahwell ya shake their hands
                                    Where were they last

AwwJesus.
            I don’t wanna know.  Suppose I’ll take my chances

Sure Aint remotely as bad as losing at Russian roulette

1500,  Saturday,  22  1. 22
1030,  Sunday,  20  3. 22