Everything we see hides another thing. So fucking appropriate

                                                                         Surrealist painter Rene Magritte

the physicist Laura Mersini-Houghton in her book Before the Big Bang employed this statement as a guide to help understand the concept of string theory M-theorys eleven dimensions

Space-Time has four  width length height and time

the difference the seven hidden dimensions are behind them

the last time he contended with something in kindYes

                                                         In  Kind

happened in college

in a fight on a Fort Lauderdale ocean sand strip across the road from a bar where they drank

got their asses handed to them

                                 had thought it was going to be a fair fight

one buddy asked Who are they?

another Where did they come from?

the third Fuuck. We’re going to get our asses kicked.

   words

he launched himself into the fray

it was right thing to do

Police broke it up

one of the few times he liked Police

despite the lumps gooseeggs and bruises

he couldnt say he didnt have fun

1550,  day-between-2-Ts,  12  6. 24

2320,  day-between-2-Ts

   asked casually    Sowhere yawanna die

it landed like a slap across his face Are you serious? breath fast

Wha  You know me to ask unserious questions toss softballs

                                                                        In bed

Yeah. Yeah.  I think in bed is the perfect place.

   Really

          Im curious  Do tell

What’s to tell? In my bed.

Coudbe in a hospitalcoud have been in it for months sucking recirculated air head strapped in an EHMR elastomeric half mask respiratorlook at me  used an acronym despite my disgust you woudnt have known

I wouldn’t?

No

I said my bed.

Hospital bed coudbe your bed

Bed in my home.

Why exasperated I was clarifying your answer

                                                  Reread your will recently  Youre pretty sloppy inexact regarding your intentions

You a fuckin esquire?

Rhetorical

              So you aspire to expire in your bed

Cute.

        And you don’t?you usually say before we’ve gotten in this deep.

   Usually

              I wasnt prepared for your upset  Kneejerkish

Oh, so like your question wasn’t upsetting?

Were gonna die I didnt think Id upset you

                                               Also

he nodded  Also.  Also what?

I assume in your sleep in your bed

I think dying in bed assumes one’s asleep.

   I don think so

We’ll disagree.

                So if not in your bed if not in your sleep . . . where do you want to die?

Not so much where

                        I want to see it coming

Entered unknowing

I want to see it coming

1204,  Sunday,  9  6. 24

1300,  day-between-2-Ts,  12  6. 24

always ask the question ask it again and again until it is firmly answered

                                                                               because

often the question that begs to be answered is left begging

reading Stephen Pfohl Parasite Café

                                       Clarity is always ideological and reality adaptive . . . demand for clear communication often proves to be nothing else but an intolerance for any language other than the one approved by the dominant ideology. At times obscured and at other times blatant, this inability and unwillingness to deal with the unfamiliar, or what a language different from one’s own, is, in fact, a trait that intimately belongs to the man of coercive power.

New World Order

staked on exploitive efforts to underdevelop the minds and bodily functions of those made to oppose as the Other

Under the Sign of Saturn Susan Sontag   Fascist Aesthetics

                                                                  . . . characteristic pageantry: the massing of groups of people; the turning of people into things; the replication of things; and grouping of people/things around an all-powerful . . . force.

Walter Benjamin 1936

                         theorized that a conjunction of telecommmunicative technologies and fascist dread was in the process of constructing a New World Order of Capitalist power.

New World Order . . . typified by dense and high speed aestheticization of (almost) everything, everywhere in No Time At All.

the attempts of Reality TV are to make viewers believe the reel world is the real world

                                                                                           an imagery is produced by producers

people are urged to swallow the scripted productions Produce  as if Real

he felt at best they were probably  possible he didnt participate  but Not Real

                                                                                 wouldnt buy-in on the War on Reality

Real is subjective

one defines their Reality after their definition

                                               however

if they coerce another

                      their Reality is not redefined but rather repressed   falsified

visual on-site productions cannot be legitimate for they are blindedwear blinkers they lack peripheral or periferal   they do not turn side-to-side look over their shoulders  they present a staged drama unfolding only BEFORE it

an objective perception point-of-view witness witlessly functioning 

the while encouraging viewers to make up their minds without benefit of the rest of the Whole

 

    drove him nuts

2ish,  Tuesday,  6  4. 04

Wednesday,  7  4. 04

0959,  day-between-2-Ts,  12  6. 24

The Who  The Real Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6y1c3xllo8c