22.2.15



Its difficult to help someone that when youre finished
                                                                                       they thank God
not only thank Him   but thank Him first
and then  unceremoniously    forget        
                                                            forget 
how the hell does one forget
                                               to thank whoever helped them


he was assured Gods never worked his Wonders through him
they had a firm understanding  live and let live

he didnt knock His involvement with the little people
and He steered clear of his business


still  somehow  his actions became incorporated  coopted         
                                                                                            Youre a vessel of Good
And youre out of your freaking mind  Im neither a vessel  or vassal


It may be hard to imagine the hell one pays when they stand their ground  refuse to help
when theyre utterly explicit
                                             Dont ask Dont waste your time Dont make me say no
as another Please reverberates in his head 


he supposed he hadnt said it in Biblical Aramaic Catholic Latin or Christian English
and thats why he didnt make a vivid impression

though he was never one who sought to inform or perform for Impressions sake



then the waterworks
No

then the crude vicious words
Are you listening to yourself you really think Im gonna roll over for that mouth   No


then the cruder  facetious   apology

No
      it truly challenges ones civility





. . . the Meek shall inherit the Earth
                                                          Matthew 5:5

he wondered what abysmal Earth that was




1624,  Saturday,  21  2. 15