I toldya I toldya  I toldya not to invite me or have me invited to parties where Ill have my way with you

    I cant help but embarrass you

You don’t embarrass me.

I don   Im not an embarassment

 

You think you are, but youre not.

                                    there was a small clutch of people mostly women along the cabana where a table was set  liquor  finger food  plates napkins  Igloocoolers on the deck  beers white wines winecoolers within

I think I can

             Ever read the story of the Little Engine to your boys when they were small  I think I can I think I can I think I can

    I can

to the collection I have to saystartled them

                                                Our host  Its thoughtful of him to throw this soiree

A toast  Holdup your glass

Don’t.

To our fine host Na Zdrowie  Polish for Cheers

Cheers! everyone remarked

Don’t.

The only fault I can find with the man

    Don’t.

He has sexual no-go zones Like hes a vampire and garlic is hunghe hung it  to keep himself at bay

Ive asked about the inside of elbows behind the knees nape of the neck throat wrists

Hes not keen or ever wants to go down flip a woman once over butteredbasted eggs

                                                                                            Our host isnt keen

This was kind of a bet

                        Thasaid  To my mind

When rompin  Nothings off limits

Not a damn thing

man was mortified

                      couldnt even clear his throat

Ladies  Particularly the ladies

                                 Are we in agreement

party tookoff  SPIKED

                       he walked into their midst  Any single women here  Im Joe

    finally the host excused himself  I have to check on the my other guests.

1952,  Saturday,  17  5. 25

1231,  Monday,  2  6. 25

Joni Ernst

how clever is she

                     imagine

shes a US senator from Iowa

                                 imagine

she lacks humanity or empathy

                                   imagine

she wants to be re-elected in 2026

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVxh7-_fkvg

                                                       then

a sarcastic apology from a graveyard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxQXTS5PUC4  

1707,  Monday,  2  6. 25

Me?

You

I don’t care for edibles.

I don care to smok . .

                      his daughter interrupted  I don’t mind smoking.

Gets me there too quick  Feel bullrushed

they talked over each other agreeing with him that that was the point of smoking weed

You two miss how crazed I gethow my mind goes when Im loaded

No.

I need a slow uploadI need it to come on so Im aware its happenin   Not ambushed

You get paranoid?

                     You    I know

turned to his daughter

                         I know you

Anya both know I don get high often

                                            Woudnt say paranoid      Guarded

his buddy to his daughter Guarded.

                                       The guy’s an animal anhe needs to be guarded.

she gayly nodded

they were toasty

Anwith an edible  Unlike weed

                                  My high doesnt leech away into the airdoesnt crumble I lose some

I don’t lose any.

she laughed  her dimples happy

                                    He doesn’t lose any.

He said

laughed gayer

An you two have smoked together on numerous occasions This is only the second time two years Ive smoked with ya

Move.

Thanks bro

              My lifes south

It is.

      she gathered herself  theywhen they talk  realise their lives together  once nearby  was water under the bridge  they had to settle for what they could getmake happen

                                                                       smiled so beautifully He doesn’t lose any.

I don’t.

          No.  I’m a weed-miser.

JAYSUS

          his laughter came in a torrent he was mighty high

1952,  Saturday,  17  5. 25

1138,  Monday,  2  6. 25

Saturday   1058hrs May17

                                 he scribbled on a piece of paper pathetic empath

he liked the play in his mouth when he said itwhy he wrote it down

his daughter was an empath  daughters    wife

                                                           he felt it was to their   disadvantage

keen to alleviate others troubles

                                      the others

playedem

               usually     wisely

in his absence

                  they smelled like limburger

to his family not angered  angry    sullenlymiffed

                                                       Yacant smell tha

These people play youtheyre  fuckin vampires  soulsuckers

You don’t give them a chance.

Why woud I

              Handle a rattler youre gonna get bit

Handle turds your hands stained  theyre gonna smell until you scrub the hell out ofem

    Do you have to be coarse?

You understand coarse Im deliberate  You get it understand me

                                                                       Theyll not be coarse

You have something they want

                                         Anya give it away    Selflessly

 

I wish I coud teach you to be selfish

his daughter muttered You’re selfish.

                                        I am

I treat our family well

Yes.

Selfish is a skillset

You think these people woud dare pull their shit on you if I were around

They don’t like you.

Ditto

Why

               Because they take advantage of your kindness

 

    Try selfish on for a day or two 

Get back to me

 

 

they didnt

                          two are dead  his youngest struggles  

1100,  Monday,  2  6. 25

he much preferred the spelling pfzt but discovered difcovered to his dismay disjune disjuly distemper  it was spelled recognised in the dictionary  pfft

Je pfft

Vous pfft

           was he going to allow himself to be cowed bulled   bullied

PFZT

      Methinks not Otis Otto Earl  Paulie  Freddie    Zero    Toad

gang he hung with that couldnt seem to do a damnthing without a ton of bricks dropped on them for the slightest excursionincursion that tickled their fancy and dismayed disjuned disjulyed the selfassigned adolts belligerents  who made it their causetheir Mission to quash them

                                                                             but

they had youth

they were bouncey

try as they may the adolts upset a couple of their teacarts but the majority continued abated  unadolterated

    PFZT

            Put that in your pipe an smoke it

reminded him

             Hey guys who brought the weed

   

0617,  Sunday,  1  6. 25

1021,  Monday,  2  6. 25

Paul Kantner/Jefferson Starship  Have You Seen the Stars Tonight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rvetP_Kcgk