25.4.22


R E A L I T Y 
                     the word burgeonedbadgeredbludgeoned his dreams it wasnt spoken  spelled like playing cards turned over one at a time beginning a second time after the r and e were flipped he slapped the remaining cards roughly out of the dealers hand Quit fuckin with me five fell landing faceup i y a t l
                                                                         if it was a game it was his construct it unfolded in his head r e a l i t y 


as he evaporateddistilled towards consciousness hypnopompic fingers plucked him an bit by bit he knifed and cut the word in two real ity  real could stand alone on its two hindlegs ity needed an itsybitsybit of help had the reals l repeatedregurgitated creating lity doubled its t litty slungslang  litty is something exceptional intense fun  litty dope turnt poppin  intoxication
                            real-litty trembled  it saw whawas coming   another volley before he awoke opened his eyes
he resisted that he liked to look at what scribblingsgraffiti may have been thrownsprayedsplayed on the back of his eyelids litty morphed to laity real-laity laitys first definition distinct from clergy  laypeople  second  ordinarypeople  distinct from professionals or experts the protomolecules of mankinde culture society coacervate chimes cant help himself aqueous phase rich in macromolecules proteins nucleic acids formed through liquid-liquid phase separation LLPS Were not in Kansas anymore Dorothy leading to a dense phase in thermodynamic equilibrium protoToto macroToto  definitely not Kansas 
                       much lidscribbling biologist perhaps coacervates cluster that eyematter that sometimes crusted his eyeshad to wipe out of their corners to see clearly ocu-cluster of molecular aggregates in colloidal form bound by membrane mensbrain grows by absorbing molecules from the environment or soup ocu-soup an divides by budding
                                                                                                            maybe lidscribbler had a Joyceanhand

                                      he opened his eyes no crust or crumbles and on the ceiling not obscuring the fan he saw in hardblack letters R E A L L A I T Y 
                                            R E A L L I T T Y didnt make the cut both were viable candidates if he had his druthers they were vacationing he would have sided with R E A L L I T T Y real-intoxicated reelintoxic on his heels


leftie bounded up on the bed

Whas up girl Time to get the show on the road

bomber followed shy leaping up a moment later october leapt onto the window sill
                                                                                      kitkats or coacervates they were hungry  it was TIME to get the show on the road

before getting out of bed he looked up on the ceiling again faded faint REALLAITY  

it was gone when he returned to make the bed

0830,  Thursday,  21  4. 22
1242,  Anielas birthday – Monday,  25  4. 22