22.4.14



lager
some liked lager
it went down like a drunken fuck without kindness or memory
and either as easy as taking a piss

his dad  he loved lager
a cheap canned lager
it passed his lips as easily as the word nigger
                                                                             which made him scratch his head 
because racism wasnt in his upbringing                                                                  
and he couldnt imagine anything that was unfortunately learned couldnt be unlearned

particularly by a smart man                                                                                             
and his dad exhibited considerable smarts
                                                                            it left him to surmise his grandfather 
was the bigot who perhaps swore his dad to a blood oath
to be unrelenting

it reminded him of black and white photographs of Ku Klux Klan rallies and the young 
childrens faces captured in the flickering torch light or bonfires or bright burning crosses

Knights they called themselves

Knights who hid their identity under floursack hoods
whose photographs reminded him of the Scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz
                                                                                                  “. . . if I only had a brain”
L. Frank Baum might have been a subtle genius   or he had again given a man far more 
credit that he deserved

hed credited his dad all his life
though  obviously  his objectivity was skewed by being too close to the subject

love is a lousy lens to view anything through

if he forced himself to be dispassionate
the evidence was overwhelming
if he were serving on a jury and instructed a guilty verdict could only be reached if he 
had no reasonable doubts

Knew the mans intention

Knew what the man was thinking at the moment  of the commission  
                                                                                                                     of his crime
he could not be persuaded to vote not guilty


the strict accountability he learned was from his dad
                                                                                          you sleep in the bed you make   

it was so easy


even a child could remember



1830,  Sunday,  11  8. 13