peeved  Why do you have to be so difficult, so particul . .

. . Granular

Detailed

           Id say

Anal

    Because you force my hand

I don’t think I did.

Ya leave out critical information

                                    Certain things tha need to be known to understand if youre cogent

Or just full of shit

I’m full of shit? very peeved

You are

            Save your broad lazy strokes for somebody else asya try to skate by

Famously  Factually

                        You don wanna to work tha hard

    No I don’t.

Then its on you when I lean in for specifics

                                             You feel interrogated    Yaoughta

You coud save yourself the third degree pitchblack room brightwhite light shined in your eyes

Ya bring it on yourself

                        Anya deserve it  

At the get-go you coud be forthcoming

 

Are you familiar with art

To a degree. cleared his throat  sounded like a strangled snake  

                                                              Although I'll assume not like you.

    No doubt

You understand what pointillism is

I’ve heard of itcouldn’t say I know for sure.

A painting composed of small distinct dots of pure colour in patterns to form images

                                                                                         Artists Seurat  Signac

Neo-Impressionism

that fell flat

Think pixelated

                  As digital cameras cellphones photos are

Okay. Awright.  That I can follow.

Good  Progress

                   Pointillist  Thas me

Are you familiar with Pollock  Jackson Pollock

                                                     Known for throwing paint  Drizzling it

Yes. I know him.

                   I know him.

Good  If we were artist

                            Thas the difference between us 

Although you shoud understand tha Pollock wasif not a classically trained painter  traditionally trained

    What’s your point?

1517,  reggaefriday,  5  9. 25

1305,  Wednesday,  10  9. 25

protandrous  another one of those crazyattractive words

                                                      he wasnt

I am not  

guys lockerroom wasnt the best place to discuss it

                                                        Im just sayin

lookinround at the halfnaked naked guys  not one ofem knew what protandrous meant

irked him

Clownfish 

nope  not a one

Disneys Finding Nemo

                          Marlins a clownfish

they got it

           Ohfuckyah. Loved that li’l fucker.

Awright

           So if their species their reef was stressed threatened  lost a number of female fish  Marlin can change his sex  Any one of the males can

That’s rude.

No  Thas called takin one for the team

                                              But Im tellinya  We were clownfish  A crisis befell us

It wont be me

Theres not a one of you Id fuck

354preferred,  reggaefriday,  5  9. 25

1706,  Wednesday,  10  9. 25

https://evolution.berkeley.edu/fisheye-view-tree-of-life/gender-bending-fish/

Marlin parenting  https://www.youtube.com/shorts/nSCkRrafht8

to no one

to the ether

to the cats

                I think were suffering some awfully smart flies

ridiculously he was keeping in mind their tally

when in the kitchen prepping dinner making coffee pouring a cup a fly would buzz in

either they banged their head on the windowpane or lighted on top the tall cane recycle basket the tall closed trashbin each on par with the height of the sill

quietly he stepped forth 

                                didnt wear shoes inside or out unless going on a long walkread 

slowly reached to the slider pane

eeeased it left

six of seven flies have gone out the window to freedom

one numbnut buzzed back into the house

                                           but  he could understand   maybe they werent stupid

his digs were pretty cool

                          had books stacked everywhere on tables held in bookcases on the floor had no more wallspace to hang art had vinyl a pricey Bose turntable set-up

no ginormous flatscreen

television unnecessary

six of seven isnt shabby

 

                           now

were they actually six different flies  he hadnt a clue

                                                              could be one

thoroughly enamoured with his place

who was he to say       

1031,  Wednesday,  10  9. 25

P.S.  1507 today  7 of 8 flies

she called

was terribly excited

hed been beside himself all day on pins and needles anticipating it

                                                                 Howd it go

OhmyGod.  Oh  my  God it went so well. 

                                                  But first I have to say thank you to our family that we’re longwindedcan talk a mile a minute for hours on end.  she laughed gayly

                                                                                          That has to be genetic.

he roaredlaughed

                         Ja  We got tha tucked in our hip pockets

It went so well.

                  Every interviewer was so . . . so human, Papa.

Unlike where youre working

Yah.

Aint that the truth.

she had Bluetooth in the car

it was a fortyfive minute drive back to her apartment

 

    Well, let me say one last thing before I let you go.

                                                         I was very touched when the recruiter walked me out. He wondered what I thought of the experience. I laughed.  Everyone was so human. He laughed.

Then he said  Seriously. Everyone on the team felt you were so genuine. We felt that we had an opportunity to meet the authentic you.

True tha true tha

                         Listen baby  Were Polish

And because we are we arent smart enough to be other than who we are

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1050,  Wednesday,  10  9. 25

Ringo Starr  It Don’t Come Easy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCD0fPSsdBA 

he came into the livingroom

                              buddy was sitting in a rocker reading William Fullers Brad Dolan’s Blonde Cargo  They were ready to send Dolan on a little trip – to the bottom of the Caribbean why he chose it over Claude Farreres Black Opium they laid side by side was beyond him

Put the book down  I want you to see something

A second, listen to this:

                         “Her hair was tawny blonde, her eyes are the color of the Gulf Steam; she’s put together in all the right ways.”

Man. This is hot.

Why I bought it from Leon  Love that cats bookstore

Leon’s. Used books.

Ja  The best

                Theres a lot to be said for used

I am you are

    Comere  I want you to see something

Really man? I’m diggin’ my high, enjoyin’ this book.

Itll take a second

                    Id like the confirmation

You come out of the toilet needing confirmation?  Howbout I say I confirm you, enough?

No You have to see

                         Id like another pair of eyes on it

Awright.  he closed the book kissed the blonde on the cover lurid as cover art was in the Fifties kissed her again

I’ll be right back, baby.

Made a connexionhuh

Ohbrother, did I.  walked towards him as he backpedaled up the hall

                                                                          Let’s see.

I appreciate it

 

    Have a seat

Sit?

On the pot

Yare kiddin’.

On the pot

            Goes no further than here

Damn straight.

Thas not a promise ya understand

    Jaysus.

                laid the lid down on the ring  sat

he had torn off four lengths of toilet paper laid them on the sink

                                                                     Ya comfortable

You a comedian?

    Okay now

Im gonna make a frame on the floor  Tell me whaya see

This is nuts.

he pinched the four lengths as one picking them up off the sink  knelt  made a frame  stood  stepped back

    Take a gander

he leaned forwardGoddamn.

Ja

Lenin.

Lenin in linoleum

Ohhell yeah, hell yeah.

                                     I gotta ask.

Had it been Jesus Christ, who appeared, would you have had me see?atheist and all.

Indubitably

                 Thas a freebie  Another word you can use over an over again an again when goindown on a chick

    Yeah. Right. I’ll try to remember that.

                                            Well shrugged . . . . thanks. was more like a question

Thank you  I appreciate the confirmation

0910,  Wednesday,  10  9. 25