23.5.18




she read something   somewhere  in whatwhere  she couldnt recall    it was something aboutthis she remembered brick and mortar   she would  brick and mortar is substantial a commitment  itd take more than voices or fists to knock down didnt the three little pigs teach her that the big bad wolf could blow as hard as he wanted but brick and mortar withstood  since hearing the story as a girl she always wondered what wolf would taste like

but even if wolf didnt taste good shed eat it eat it as leftovers eat it until it was gone every bite reminding her she bettered the wolfreminding her it wanted to gobble hersplit and suck her bones empty splintered  unrecognisable  as if she never existed


what was it she read

it impressed her

if she thought hard about it

itd return

she thought

                         brick and mortar stall NO a locked brick and mortar stall


the only place remaining to harbor and secure privacy



precious privacy
                all around her people left their privacy like they left pennies on retail counters or pennies on the ground  too lazy not worth enough to bend to pick up  as if privacy was cheap  disposable   somethings wrong with her if everyone doesnt know her businesshave an option about it and shared she ought to seriously weigh their opinions about what she should do  or putting out to strangers This is my circumstanceWhat should I do polling perfect strangers
the winningest opinion or suggestion she should follow


maybe she shouldnt say precious privacy  though to her privacy was preciouswas to hold tight tight to her breast  protect  nurture   it was hers her privacy defined her
no PRECIOUS PRIVACY
                       she was rightno one was going to move her


yes  that was it   hypergalled was that a word hypergalled her privacy had been reduced to the locked brick-and-mortar stall  a public bathroom in a liquorstore  ClearBlue out of the clear blue
                                                                          she could imagine reasons tenfold why a woman would take a pregnancy test locked away inside a liquorstore lavatory  and none of the womans reasons were open to debate or disdain  not a one   it was no ones business
it is a parcel of her privacy

hers



hers


she doesnt have to share 

not with anyone



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