he didnt want to go deep  into anything

                                          believed

he anyone  would become mired in obsesses  abscesses   that werent theirs  were accumulated before they stepped into the  fray

                              fraught  abysmal    abysses

    somebody took his shoes put them on and stepped in shit then left them in the hall were shoes were required to be removed before entering the house

                                                     he antagonised the house by not wearing socks

seems

         they had an issue  foot fetish    didnt find them  attractivehe did

fact was that that took a long time

feet were far from the promised  lands

she said  they were crocked

                              she said  The heart wants . . what the heart wants.

Heart

Yes.

Whawoud tha be

    Are you thick?

Not tha Im aware

                     Heart  Mines not wanted anythin . .

. . Oh bullshit!

               You telling me there wasn’t some sweet girl you wanted to pursue?but didn’t?heart didn’t?

    Heart

Yes. Heart.

Think youve got things wrong

                                     Cock wanted

Cocks a long way from heart

I preferred to follow my brain

                                Dumped emotion a long long long   long  time ago

Worthless endeavor

Cant say I ever licked or fucked a heart

    You

Nice trick ifya coud pull it off  Atrium tight   Loosey ventricle  

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1936,  Monday

Coud we briefly   return to clueless

                                        Youre hereyour lifes purpose  is to provide me clues

That was my epiphany this evening.

Yes

Yes.

      What of it? Me of clues you clueless.

You know whaelse clueless  might suggest

Regarding you?

Anyone

          Not necessarily a bad thing

This is your spin?

Spin

    Defray being thick?

OhHellno

            Embracing it

Embracing it?

                 Wouldn’t think one would want to embrace that.

Actually   Yes

    Awright.  I’ll take a bite at the apple.

Thought you might

                       Because youre so  appropriately    GungHo

Clever.

Thank you

You’re welcome.

    Clueless

Is nothing more than havin an idea first

                                            Not on par with a soul

 

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can of worms

I can’t remember his name now . . Staff Sergeant . .

. . An A or E

An E of course.

Ill concede you served

                          But then whywoud he be called Sarge  S A R G Enot  S E R G E

First offya wouldn’t dare, disrespectful. He’s either Staff Sergeant or Staff.

                                                                                S E R G E.

Isn’t that a fabric?

Twilled woolen or worsted in the worseway

                                               Understand durable  Something military might wear

You wore surplus World War Two M65 field jacket when we were kids.

Paper route

But we wore them to school after.

We did

         Kids looked at us like we were Nazis  Nuts

Grade school. We were the only boys who had paper routes.

    Thinkinbout it  

Youre right

Yeah. All those guys. Their parents greased their palms, allowances.

I like we didnt Made our own way

                                      Remember how the folks shit when we bought sperm shirts that they absolutely detested

Paisley. Mom wouldn’t washem for us.

Like we didnt know how to wash clothes

Then we ended up doing all the laundry.

    Oh man

Yathink maybe they were smarter than they looked

A house of ten. Lots of laundry.

                                   Maybe. Anyway. I can’t remember Staff Sergeant’s name.

Beaufort.

Jesus

         South Carolina

Jesus

         Appalachia  Hillbillies    Melungeon  

What’s that?

Mixed-race ancestry

Didn’t know that.

Learn something new every day

South Carolina. Rebelsville.  Where even then, unabashedly, a nigger remained a nigger.

I cant imagine

So anyway, Staff had this saying that he shared . . . look at me . . I remember it but I can’t remember his name.

           He said . . . Before you open a can of worms, boys, ya had better have a plan how you're gonna put them back in.

Thas  fuckin   brilliant

Yeah.

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regarding felon

                  the presidents disgustingutter lack of understanding or thoughtful regard of (sic) SignalGate defying The Federal Records Acts The National Archives accusations of “Fake News” & “Witch Hunt”  mutters “I don’t care . . .” & “I don’t know . . .”

                                                   because he is president

supposed take a deep breath to be The Most Powerful Man in the World

hes reminded of the inimitable immortal words of Walter Sobchuk  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3foXJfWlgoM

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https://www.archives.gov/news/topics/federal-records-act

https://www.archives.gov/records-mgmt/resources/oversight

E S A D

Why

Why ask why?

Id like to know the why of your spectacular proclivity for wearing either hats or caps

My proclivity?  his face puzzled

Nice wordhuh Comes out of the mouth nicely

Oughta keep it shut.

Debatable

You believe it’s a proclivity?

A habit hathabit caphabit

                                 Junkie

That’s a leap.

Then the why

                 How many hatscaps do you have

    I can honestly say I’ve no idea. A lot.

                                            I’m waiting on the perfect one. Has a patch.

A patch

          Can it be embroidered

If embroidered . . that would be the shit.

   But a patch  A patch

Yeah?

You could fashion the patch Im the Idea Guy Catches on yacoud marketem cant imagine itd be an expensive investmentalthough  I woudnt know

                                                   Youre the Military Guy

Understand logistics

Im shit at chess

Youre not

An idea

    It’s not a bad idea.

Ill take it

Take it?

As near a compliment Ill ever get out of you

Got me there.

Whas the patch

The proper font would be critical.  An acronym.

JesusKahRist  Acrimonious acronym dislikeem

No?

No

E  S  A  D.

Ive no guessSay

he craawdclearing his throat Eat Shit And Die.

Money in the bank

    I think you may be right.  

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forthright   convincedconvicted

                                     outloud he spoke to himself  Wha time is it  TIME

    he was alone

to determine that would fall to himhe turned spiedover his left shoulder by the door a batteryrun travel alarm  hands

               bighand on the six littlehand between two and three

he had no respect for digital clocks

                               or 

Alex or Siri or Assistant or

people

        who had to have them to astheybelieved enhance their use of time

                                                                               or

are too fuckinglazy

                     or are children who cant be bothered to learn how to tell time

to growup to be too fuckinglazy

Twothirty

Kickoff time

ate a Pioneer Square Blueberry edible five milligrams THC CBG

                                                                     lets see where he goes

like a stray dognot a kite not to be confused with a kikeRIMSHOT

turned on Sorrow Dark Ambient Music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jV-bHtO3WJ8

                                                                                                          started a letter

to someone hed decide who when he finished writing

 

   phone rang

                     Yah

Awgreat happy ya called back

                                    Wha

    Ohhorseshit accidentally muted your phone

You know a smartphone wouldnt like a dumb user do tha

No no  Knowing how to using FaceTime gives you no street cred

                                                                     Besides

I woudnt want to look at your mug anymore than youd want to look at mine

Saw you plenty growing up

   they were off and running

                                if they were around people who knew them those gave them a seriouslywide berth a latitude truly achieved only when they left to themselves

                                                                     humbled

One

      because theynoone could follow the courses bankshots braying of their conversation

Two

      because they relished a verisimilitude of unexpurgated no-holds-barred bargain-basement raunchiness

women  men blushed

                        they didnt care

werent paying heed were raptconsumed in their parries thrusts beyond-the-pales

    by the end of their telephone call three hours later his brother determined at long last

                                                                                              the whole purpose of his lifehis existenceWhy he breachborn umbilical wrapped around his neck it knotted their mother almost hanging him walking up stairs to the Maternity ward Delivery room  why he was alive

he was to provide his brother Clues  his brother was clueless

to wit he apologised

                        Unfortunately luvvie

Im a miserable detective

   

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he was to her

as weather was to him

an atmosphere

a medium

around himsurrounding him

that he did not heed

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Cyndi Lauper  True Colours  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHI6Zb0yU7U