14.11.19




paraAmerica
               Rolls off the tongue like silkdon it  huh


perhaps he ought to feel ashamed by thinking it

butthen
         he was never ashamed of the truth



it came to possess him as he drove beside one of the sea to shining seas
                                                                             the Pacific  specifically
the stretch of 101 north of Santa Barbara

he had lifted his eyes to the rearview mirror to the noise of knobby offroad tires coming up fast behind him seventythree miles an hour isnt fast enough

offroad tires on the highway amused him a bent functionality  not particularly bright

however
          it wasnt his wallet which in itself also humoured him he didnt carry a wallet  an people afforded themselves extraordinary things  all the time


it was a matte desert camo-painted Toyota pickup

accelerating up on him it crossed into the passing lane without signaling just off his bumper 

maybe the driver thought he was Mad Max

he had to arrest an urge to hit his brakesforcing the driver to swerve on knobby tires he wondered how that might work out                                                                                           
arrested
          as the pickup sped loudly by him he saw the driver had removed the vehicles doors the driver wore matching camo pants and a sandcoloured tshirt

he was either a civilian mockedup or a GI mockedup civilian


no sooner had the marvelous ensemble passed him it crossed sharply in front of himperilously close

wisely he touched his brakescreated a comfortable space  the driver had probably caught him raised his ridiculeeyebrow reason why he didnt play poker

the driver didnt raise his eyes to his rearview mirror either he was too cool or oblivious but after all  he was trying to live in the drivers world
Excuse me all to hell

crossing as close as it did he saw mounted in a cage on its fanny beside a knobby spare tire two camoed five-gallon gas tanks

What crap he thought
that cinched it

nutted him up
               inviting him to cumblow a gasket


America
         is paraAmerica 

quietly hemorrhaging blatantly heroworshipping 

narcissistic

quasiNationalistic

phony militaristic  

paramilitaristic

parasitic


worse
            paraHuman 

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The Sound  Skeletons  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4S_Ia24fjg4