Je t'aime à vous

he heard it as plain as day heard it in his voice  in a dream

   he knew had he been awake and French who he would have addressed

but in dreams

                all bets are off

   a woman was beside him  he could feel her presenceher heat 

                                                                     but he couldnt see her

he wonderedperhaps  if his eyes were shut 

                                              that would be unlike him  professing his love without looking into her eyes

he was asleep though

   he repeated himself repeated himself because she hadnt in kind

                                                                   was it the first time

that awkward declaration  hope she felt the same although he wouldnt have said if he doubted her love

though she didnt say

   Je t'aime à vous 

                    she was therehe was sure  his eyes were wide openhe ran his fingertips across his eyelashes  he couldnt see his fingers either

   and again 

              but this time the words sounded like an echothey didnt feel like they came out of his throat 

                                                                                                               or else he wasnt confident she felt the sameHE WOKE 

he growled 

           something in his throat

he sat up tried to clear it 

                            still there

he roused two cats who were sleeping with him 

                                                       they looked as sleepy as he imagined he looked to them

he went to say good morning to them but said Je t'aime à vous 

                                                                  they looked as confused as he imagined he looked to them 

tried again  Good morning leftie Good morning bomber  thank goodness it wasnt beyond him to imagine he could wakeup speaking French

it was earlythe sun hadnt blushed the skys cheeks

   he laid back downwas going back in to find out who she was  at least give it a shot

he willed his hypnagogic visionwilled a womans silhouette into his eyesNah Alouette gentile alouette alouette je te plumerai 

           Whellshit  thasnot going to help matters

early AM,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  23  11. 22

1157,  Sunday,  27  11. 22

Alouette, gentille alouette  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xM0UyNqrS0o 

Explosions in the Sky  Losing the Light  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xBUuarDZyeI

1-2-3-4  clock read

Thas how easy he thoughtrecalling The Dovells  then he thought Easy for me

Man donbe touchin me with those cold hands 

Always outspoken he thought Gotta 

                                    Gotta direct the stream aint marking new territory pissing haphazard on the floor  tha Id have to cleanup

   he read the clock a distraction had things in hand last thing he wanted to do just then was converse with his cock

he knew his hands were cold it was cold  Just suck it up dispense dispiss he thought with the antics an youll be warm again up against body in no time

If ya knew . .

. . I do yare me . .

. . Don interrupt . .

. . Shaddup an do wha yare out for

 

   odd he quit with the lip

finishing up he looked down at his cock 

                                         Oh quit the shit woudya 

cock was preeningtryin to tempt him 

                                       seductively We don have to be cold 

   STOP Im goodyoull be warm again in a heartbeat  Whadafucks with this guy he thought 

cock could read his mind 

                          Im horny  Spare the cock blue the balls 

Thasnot how it goes

I know how it goes  Im trying to be clevertryin to get a little attention here

   he rolled his eyes Later 

Howbout some attention other than yours

   I hear ya bro 

Ansince were being biblical Ill cite brother Bobbys mantra  Good things come to he who waits . . 

. . He paraphrased  Be patient . . . the husbandman waiteth for the precious fruit . . . hath long patience for it  Excuse me all to hell for the ellipses

Precious fruit I like it   Proverb  Patience is a virgin

Asshole

Buttoning this up were done talkin turkey

whatever his cock had to say was muffled wasntcouldntwouldnt listen anymore had stuffed him back in his pants

He has a point a mariachi

   Blow me Im not contending with you immediately after tha   Take five

dejected mariachi yanked hisher herhis sombrero down low over their eyes

he could still make out the pout on their mouth 

                                                  Save it for another timenot in the mood  Yare welcome to return to it later awright

mariachis Awright was baleful

Awright Some other time

   its a bitch to be besetbeseiged by ones body 

                                                  seemed everyone thought they had a say in him twocents worth pitching

Sunday,  27  11. 22

Dovells  1 – 2 – 3  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGIH_LzjJ80

preying mantis 

praying mantis 

praying mantra

preying mantra

   tough to sort wheat from chaff

but all the above seemed like kernels to him fleshy  nutritious if one dug inwere open to suggestionwilling to not dismiss things immediately out of hand 

                                            play  be playful 

haftwist a strip of coloured paper join the ends Mobius strip

apply continuity where otherwise it might not exist 

                                                     annot if he tortured the process  any coloured paper one might want the entire spectrum 

                       or vantablack to brilliantwhite

   he liked opening doors then leaving them gapingwide open

222 preferred,  Sunday,  27  11. 22

Steve Roach  Dream Circle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAQhuetZdhc

his telephone rang  Jesus Christ obviously he was running behind he muttered Why call  Hello 

Where are you?

Woke late broke a shoelace

Whell . . to make the time slot we have to leave now, you’ll have to catch up.

Odd man out . .

. . Again! But your doing. 

                          sarcastically Broke a shoelace.  I haven’t done that since I was little. 

Go

We have to.

Go 

    Ill see wha I can do

So you’re saying you might not come. 

their statement frosted his fanny Listen Ive covered my sharenot leaving you high an dry 

                                                                                                it seemed a good idea at the time some intimacy  then that went out the window when word got out   I wanna come.   I couldn’t say no, hurt their feelings. 

           An my feelings he didnt ask

he didnt want to hear that there was no consideration for himthat it would be fine  but didnt ask  he didnt want to hear I thought it would be fine with you should have asked but he thought that way because he wasnt one to make assumptions when he could askcould communicate                        

he did things harder than most at work or play

he didnt tie his shoes he tugged them 

                                        when he shook someones handgave them a hug   That’s a strong grip . . when you hug, you really hug.

he drew hard evident lines  had high bars   held himself to them fiercely

    he woke late broke a shoelace 

heat fled the original incentive             

left no one high and dry

1952,  Saturday,  26  11. 22

1030,  Sunday,  27  11. 22

Explosions in the Sky (Mountains mix)  What Do You Go Home To?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBDRTNevy5Q