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she smiled What?

Something I was thinking

    Your look is . is . . . is kind of lascivious.

Really

Ohreally.

              Whacha thinking?

grinned  It wasnt lascivious

I just want to say, if not, it’s awfully similar to when you’ve admitted to me you were undressing me with your eyes.

Shesh
        Thasaid   Both are true

You’re killin’ me.  Say.

Howbout this

                  Howbout I say then we immediately undress you
Wearin clean underwear

giggled  And showered before comin’ over.

Yoube all antedup

I do be.

I was reading Pollans A World Appears He quoted Mark Solms a South African neuroscientist an psychoanalyst 

                   Consciousness is felt uncertainty.

I was thinkin aint it the truth aint it the truth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CEuGNLOIuk

    It is

             Im certain

You’re a piece of work.

Thank you

                    Now ifya don mind kiddo Im gonna gives my eyes a break an manually disrobe you

Disrobe.

           Pillow talk middle of the afternoon.

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Starland Vocal Band  Afternoon Delight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UD8vSm_SDlM

virtue

          he hadnt given it much thought
                                           virtuousjah   but not standalone  virtue
noun
       not adjective  annot an adjective he threw around or could think who to apply it

  he didnt know virtuous people


Wha does tha say about you

Think about it

 

 

Ya thinkin

We are

I don hangaround with people

                                    Do I

    We are corrected  You do not
Isthabecause

                   Because       Why

Im not interested

                       Thas wrong  People I might like to hangaround with live across the country from me
Thasaid

            Theyre not particularly virtuous
Callin me virtuous woud ruffle my feather


    You were a Boy Scout

Didnt walk old ladies across the street  laughed

You did not

                  You happen to remember the oath you recited hand held up in Boy Scout salute

I do

       On my honour I will do my best to do my duty to God and my country and to obey the Scout Law to help other people at all times to keep myself physically strong mentally awake an morally straight

Man  pretty fuckin virtuous

Was until I actually   heard myself reciting it

                                                     I asked myself   Whadafuck

Boy Scouts don swear

Yasee

           I also wasnt doin God

You werent

Therefore unable to honestly recite it I shoudve said
                                                         On my honour Ill try to help other people keep myself physically strong mentally awake an be straight  Heterosexual
The End

    Not a stirring oath  Or pledge

No

     Why I stepped away

Ya also didnt like its hierarchical structure

Militaristic

              I did not
Don like anybody tellinme wha to do

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theres wisdom love humility patience faith hope self-control honesty kindness gratitude


theres virtue based on Shrimad Bhagavad Gita   Gita  Hindu scripture

Humility (Amanitvam): Absence of pride or self-conceit.

Pridelessness (Adambhitvam): Not pretending to be virtuous or superior.

Nonviolence (Ahimsa): Not causing pain to any living entity, mentally or physically.

Tolerance (Kshantih): Remaining unruffled by provocation or hardship.

Simplicity (Arjavam): Straightforwardness in behavior and speech.

Approaching a Bona Fide Spiritual Master (Acharyopasanam): Seeking guidance to reach the truth.

Cleanliness (Shaucam): Purity of both body and mind.

Steadiness (Sthairyam): Perseverance in spiritual life.

Self-Control (Atma-vinigrahah): Mastery over the mind and senses.

Renunciation of Objects of Sense Gratification (Vairagyam): Detachment from fleeting pleasures.

Absence of False Ego (Anahankrtih): Not identifying the self with the body.

Perception of the Evil of Birth, Death, Old Age, and Disease (Janma-mrtyu-jara-vyadhi-duhkha-dosanudarshanam): Reflecting on the impermanence of material life.

Detachment (Asaktih): Lack of deep attachment to home, wife, children, or property.

Freedom from Entanglement (Anabhisvangah): Not losing oneself in worldly affairs.

Even-mindedness (Samacittatvam): Remaining balanced amidst pleasant and unpleasant events.

Unalloyed Devotion (Ananya-bhakti): Focused devotion to the Divine.

Aspiring to Live in a Solitary Place (Vivikta-desha-sevitvam): Preferring quiet environments for contemplation.

Detachment from the General Mass of People (Aratir jana-samsadi): Avoiding fruitless social gatherings.

Accepting the Importance of Self-Realization (Atma-jnana-arthatvam): Prioritizing spiritual knowledge.

Philosophical Search for the Absolute Truth (Tattva-jnana-artha-darshanam): Seeking to understand the ultimate reality.

    Quite the menu

Death

The Undiscovered Country

hed not heard that before

                                 Undiscovered  thatd be a question

Youve heard itno rather  youve read it before

I have

Jah

        Shakespeare

He wrote a lot of words

                            Where

From Hamlet during his to be or not to be soliloquy

I like tha a new phonaesthetic  To be or not to be soliloquy
                                                                 Nice rhyme rhythm

Wha did Hamlet say during his speech

He referred to death as quoteunquote the undiscovered country from whose bourn bourn  boundary limit from whose bourn No traveller returns

                                                 Two Ls  Shakespeares spelling
Pretty sharp

You were pretty enamoured
I was

How was tha

Once I quit reading it limned the words acted the parts in my mind
                                                                        Which  you obviously recall
We recall

              It was great fun
Like being in a jacuzzi tha bubblebath had been poured into

No foolin

               I believe Shakespeare woud have been pleased   A Wimoweh

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0927,  Wednesday,  6  5. 26

Ross Douthat interview with Ben Sasse  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CFo6-6BN9k

The Tokens  The Lion Sleeps Tonight (Wimoweh)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQlByoPdG6c