Yad think having a conscience would be a nice thing

What makes you say that?

Listenin to you bellyache

What? What did I say that prompted that?

Your stove

             You dropped fivegrand on it an since youve had it youve been bitchin

It aint working.

Got your back brother

So . . what does it have to do with a conscience?

The thruline

Means nothing to me.

Of course it does

                    When you bought the beasthad it installed  Whahappened the first time they fired it up for you

It didn’t come up.

No

     It didnt then they fuckedround with it tried again   Whahappened

It didn’t come up.

Third times a charm it did

Yes.

Relieved they bugged

                       They left you with a lousy faulty stove Two years now  Has it functioned in the manner they said

You expected

No.

   No

No.

Youve bitched about it since it was installed

                                               They havent backed their product Theyll come out for a hunredfifty dollars FUCK THA

The conscience

                 Theyre knowingly fuckin youknow theyre fuckin ya motherfuckers   Ought to be running for president

But  But

            Youve not made notations of time date days you called What transpiredwas said during those conversations because Ill tell ya They havent either

                                        Had you  Youd be buttfuckin em blackanblue now

Youd have a new stove thad fireup first time

Idiot

Me?

You

      Fuckin candyass nice guy You should have crawled down their throatsgagged em madeem shit in their pants

   Yeahwell.  I’m not you.

Fuckno yare not

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Peter Tosh  Pick Myself Up  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_hZyzst6i0

You’re ridiculous. shook his head

Don shake your head Who do you think you are  My Maw

Alright, lemme ask you since you brought your mother up, you share that little pearl with her?

Duh

Whadaya mean . . duh?

I always run my materialhe laughedloud clutched his ribs it erupted

                                                                     Sorry  Material  Tickled me

Arya kiddin  I always run my material through my Maw If I tick her off I keep it in my act Now if she were smartnot tha she aint but if she were smart by now I thought shed know better not to react   Let sleeping dogs lie

Butbrother can she bark

                           You’re your father’s son, not mine.

Awstop Maw youre so full of shit I got all these cowlicks in my hair from youyour side of the family and and and you named me after your favourite movie star . .

. . That’s enough, young man.

She said that’s enough young man?

Yah Then I knew I really got under her skin

                                               Great fuckin material

But it’s not really . . material

    Is tha a question or a statement

I don’t know.

Want to makeup your mind

   I don’t know.

Need five

   No.  I don’t.

                 It’s not material. 

Im not being performative

But sometimes you say you are.

I have.

That I don’t get.

Because youre a bleeding extraextrovert need attention interaction companionship I do not I am an introvert  I can turn on socialise but its exhausting   Perfomative

I don’t get that.

You don have to Its not material

                                      However I feel bad for you

Bad for me?

Yah

       Thaya don find tha a real good sneeze is as good as an orgasm I can hear my Maw groan

 

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You’re anxious?

I am

Anxious one two or yours?

   threw him a curve must have appeared on his face

Most people rely on one, experiencing worry, unease, nervousness, then there’s two, wanting something badly, usually with a feeling of unease, then there’s yours, which is unmitigated excitement that you call anxious and throw everyone off because they do not understand anxious as excited.

                                                           Words.   They matter.

I agree however I don suffer either anxious one or two Not in my vocabulary

                                                                                 Individual vocabularies matter  Lexicons  Agree

Usually I would, however your lexicon is, odd, distinctly yours.  Unless someone knows you . .

. . Dominates my time

   threw him a curve appeared on his face

Dominate You know the definition commanding influence on be the most conspicuous person have a commanding position over  overlook

I do . however I don’t seerecognise . . anyone dominating you.

Not me my time Two separate things

                                             counting on his fingers Theres you my daughter buddy from Chicago my Dad  Virtually four

For dominate to be accurate you’d, obviously, have to submit.

For conversation yes

                       In regards to socialising youre it Timemy time is a valuable commodity words valuable commodity valuable currencies I donwanna get caughtup in a riptide of repartee  inanity

Dig

   Who says dig anymore?   

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The Trammps  Disco Inferno  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5lSeYd_riw

Kazukii  Without You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vG7F2BW8ZAY

it began as a quick chitchatcatchup over the phone and just before hangingup he asked Say quickly whawas amicable about Erica and Joshs breakup

Josh and Erica? 

                       You know something I don’t?

Whadayamean

They just began dating.

I jotted it down in October an been meaning to ask you since but in our catchingup tha sheets been buried beneath others was just flipping through them now saw the notation thought Id ask so I can lose it Everything else on the page the other ideas Ive exploredexploited written them

                                                      Josh seems the thread

There was Josh and . . Tierra? Not Erica.

   Maybe

           Wastha an amicable breakup

she laughedhuskily he could image her dimples firing Anything regarding Josh tends to be amicable. He’s that kind of guy.

Frankly, a pushover.

Wastha why your flirting with him hit a wall

Yeah.       The flirting was nice.

                                   However the pushover element exhibited early, an often, an I need spice in my relationships if they’re to exceed a friendshipbeing buddies. He is a great friend.

Youve know each other a long time Since college

No, we met a couple years after through mutual friends.

Mutual friends Theyre dangerous

Your mutual friends were.

They were  They had agendas

                                  Who knew

Isn’t this where you ask, is that a thing?

Agendas

laughed more husky dimples deeper  What a maroon.

Yah

        I should have known better

To be fair they were looking after youthey wanted you to be happy.

I was happy You don have to be in a relationship to be happy

                                                                   Far less complicated

Yes.  And you’re an uncomplicated guy.

I yam wha I yam

Attempting to top my maroon?

Nothing tops a maroon

                         If a coconut macaroon a cherrywho doesnt like a cherry Wha a peach

Sounds like fruit cocktail Papa.

On large curd cottage cheese

                               Large curd Hard to find

It’s on-line.

Aint buying on-line Ought to be in stores

It is, though apparent not in that Podunk town you rummage around in.

Rummage  Colourful

Thank you.

Youre welcome

                   Josh

Yes. 

       We almost misplaced him. Amicable.

Yes

     And

He brokeup with Tierra, and let her live rentfree with him for six months.

So   If I lookup amicable in the dictionary Ill find Joshs picture 

Yeah.

       Very likely.

Thank you I can close the book on tha

Yabetcha. I gotta go Papa I love ya.

I love you  I miss you

I miss you too.

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