2.12.20

$274K -- Killed

DRUMPF IN 2024
                    will he reinvent reimagine his MAGAggots though in four years a lot of his elderly white cultists will be dead   

he might not want to run on his record  https://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/chris-hayes-we-failed-to-protect-the-most-vulnerable-americans-from-covid-97023045996

bets

1918,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  12. 20

 

he liked entering a dictionary 
                             almost as much as entering a woman 
easier 
no beggingwhining
no wining and dining
                        NO
having made a frank appraisalfinding it worthwhile appealing beautiful he gently opened it fingered it he got his nose down deep down inside 
                          he never heard a complaint thoughto be fair his ears were cloakedheld by either pages or thighs 


sometimes he found entries which were unfortunate not his

for example
             Empyrean
the highest reaches of Heaven, believed by the ancients to be a realm of pure fire; by early Christians, the abode of God and angels

unfortunately Empyrean is directly under the entry empyema 
                                                                  pus in a body cavity, such as pleural cavity or gall bladder

Golly

in such close proximity violating social distancing he wondered if they might not affectinfect the other
                                                                                                     bad God and angels good pus


what he was following was something Vincent van Gogh wrote his brother Theo I let myself go without thinking of any rules.
       or Millers . . . the monster grows under my hand . . . what I am trying to point out is that these failures, or monstrosities, are the result of my faith in the virtue of letting things happen.


Golly 
       he Gollyed because he recognised he often enjoyed only a single portion of a paintingenjoyed its striations forms in thick coloured oil or sometimes one delicious sentence in a paragraph but a minute aspect then embellished reordered reconflagrated his interest and its appeal 
                                                       these reminded him of women he had been with a single redeeming quality so thoroughly attracted him that he didnt notice though not for long how ugly they weretheir person rather than their physicality  they had simply become the embodiment of that particular aspect that gathered his attention 
               or on the other hand a single detriment might offput him despite their overall attractiveness

seemed a bizarretwisted one for all and all for one

blinkered his appeals his distastes threw him for a loop 
                                                          he couldnt follow himself if he tried  he was elusive
 
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0001,  Sunday,  26  1. 92
1344,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  12. 20

 

she beat him up regularly about his lack of compassionhis hard line regarding who earned it

she believed it ought to be doled out without questions 
                                                         Yare foolish he countered Ill quote someone I respect regarding compassion We have it or we don’t. If we must cultivate it, it not being an innate quality, then although our person is improved we are yet indignant of it. A shallow compassion is treacherous. Henry Miller So I have compassion It will not be treacherous because I hold the reins to determine if someone has earned it I will not distribute it according to your insistenceyour blind faith

You’re a sonofabitch.

Ya ought know ya married me Ive been brutality honest about who I am You may have made up strawman and believed he was me  deluded yourself 


Oxford American Dictionary passion pati to suffer thus compassion from com- with and pati to suffer to suffer with
he had no want to resent compassion out of hand he would suffer with whom he might have compassion for but they had to qualify he would not assume their circumstances were beyond their control put simply he wouldnt suffer their pains with her if they werent worthwhile if they were suffering their accountability 


You’re a cold, cold bastard.

Hmm Yare welcome to as Ive always welcome your assessments However again shallow compassion is not viable If we choose easily to offer compassion to suffer with them as easily we can turn our eyes away ignore them and cease our discomfort

Shakespeare Hamlet Polonius to his son Laertes Ill take the bards advise To thine own self be true 
                                                                                                           Love I would recommend that to you

Love . .  she screwed up her face

it hurt him to see that however the hurt did not chasten himdid not alter what he told her many years ago she knew him out of his own mouth 
                           Ive never lied to you because Ill never lie to myself

1315,  Friday,  24  1. 92
2343,  Twosday,  1  12. 20