28.4.21

 

he wasnt one to pass up the obvious 

though he didnt make it obvious he was paying attention
                                                             later  sharing what he observed he was asked why he kept it to himself  

his reprise his too oft-given defence if it were was  It goes without saying   

which distinguished him from others he knew

when he said It goes without saying he didnt followup with what went without saying

that particularly redundancy confounded irritated him  it was Obvious

to have passed it upwalked by he would have been Oblivious
                                                               anwho wants to be fingered for that 

he doffed his cap figuratively he didnt care for caps or hats her responding text was  :  :  The analyzabilties of analphabetisms comparing the analogousness of analemma versus analcite causes analgesic reactions on my brain.
Oy vey
      her sentence made him feel like a yutz rather a yutz than a putz  puhlease

her The analyzabilites . .  were in response to his text  :  :  Analytics – gotta love anal

seemed to him people he knewconversations they had would shy away from anything anal might suppose because it was a four-lettered word  or as she might have written  analthing                                                                                                                                         Awcomon  ya act like ya never had yer temperature taken in the butt as a kid
he was done with their recoil 

anyone who talks to him hes going to declare anal Americas NEW RITE OF PASSAGE 
                                                                                         Rites of passage have fallen to the wayside theyve been carelessly sluffed offconsidered unnecessary  Were done with that
THEY ARE NECESSARY   

peeved him up an down 
                         transition from boy to man girl to woman wasnt puberty wasnt age wasnt because one said they wereNOPE
                Take a thermometer in the keister  then you can walk away straightening your belt adjusting your skirt calling yourself a man or a woman or whatever one wishes to call themselves in these gender-expanded days

when he was younger the table was set 
                                           Yessimpler times Yeshe understood transsexuals Yeshe understood there were homosexuals and lesbians  Have at it crossdressing confused him but nobody in his circle or circles he was invited into were going to be hurt for being who they were 

it was attraction it was sex nobody was murdering anyone 
                                                             anthose who hated them were who he intended to take issue with  those were the ones who revealing themselves were going to take the largest anal thermometers he could find
anif racist he was going to find thermometers with its glass tinted to the colour they couldnt abide
                                                                                                     anthen if they couldnt keep their mealymouths shut hed post their pictures on the internet
                                                                       Say Cheese
      
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0949,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  28  4. 21


soldier

       take out its I

                    solder
thats wha he gets for playing with words

solder -- a low-melting alloy  careful he was trying hard not to read into it  a low-IQ annoyer especially one based on lead or tin  used for joining less fusible metals 


take out its I
             beat the snot out of it until it lets go of its egoconforms to the desired army ant instinct  not to reasonnot to question  obey 
                  walk in lockstep  walk in goosestep 
nope 
      he missed the appeal

hell never forget his brother  then a recently enlisted indoctrinated jarhead returning home from basic training thinking – maybe he should have believed – thinking he could take apart his older brother 
                                                                                   they had a fistfight on the front lawn  they meant to have it in the backyard but push came to shove and as he learned and knew  if a fights inevitable get in the first punchhis brother beat him to it  he wouldnt have hit him from behind so turning to lead them into the backyard it was a glancing blow off his left cheekbone  had he turned left as was his usual his kidbrother probably would have dropped himcaught him turning into the punch
all HELL broke loose 
                    his little sister raced through the front door into the house to fetch their mother to break it up

before she made it outside he had his brother inverted and was bouncing him on his head on the lawnLET HIM GO! she screamed 
          it was a terrified screamshe was right to scream because it was probably the only thing he could have heard maybe he was listening for it he flopped him onto his back in case his mother needed to give him mouth to mouth to resuscitate him 
                 it wouldnt be the first time  it was the last


the Marines did a mighty good job of removing the I from the soldier


he didnt come home until later that evening

he remembered breaking into tears and walking off

he must have walked to the railroad tracks his shoes were mighty scuffed up 

his hands were swollenthe left side of his face and head was bruisedswollen  his brother never had much of a left

he came home because he was hungry and he hadnt any money  his wallet on his dresser  he hadnt planned on going anywhere when his brother called up to him from the foot of the stairs to meet him out front 
                                                                                                he thought some of their buddies had stopped by  he let a slew of them knowcalled around because his brother up and enlistedwas gone before they could throw a hullabaloo for him
they did show
                a couplethree of them showed after he walked off and helped his mother take him into the house where she could better examine him

his kidsister ran off to the corner house across the street where a friend of the familytheir mothers in particular had been a nurse before she had a family  she came over to help

he was duly informed of the goings-on by his father Your mother’s too upset with you to talk to you right now  he was at the dinner table in the kitchen eating a cold meatloaf on rye sandwich  he had thick slices of raw onion on it yellow mustard  he sipped a cold glass of milk

Thats too bad
                I . . I didnt throw the first punch 

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