8.9.24

they happened six minutes apart

he wondered if those who believed in coincidence would allow it if separated by six minutes

knowing them
                Hell, what’s that?sure.

he was surgical

No you’re not Papa.

he was thorough   
No you’re not Papa.

   Wha

You know.
            It’s no good unless you admit it.

This feels like an AA meeting must

What would Bill say?

she floored him he thought Good grrl
                                        Im anal 
You certainly are.


his analism cleverly analysis would not allow him to suffer coincidence

it tickled him when they who did tried to goad him
                                                      after all the years
he thought their childishness would have collapsedcrumbled
                                                                  nope
being utterly fair they were guys   whats to expect
                                                       they believed when a woman said no she said it to encourage them Yes Virginia there is a Santa Claus Church of Pharcelles no clue what chapter what verse  when a church is Bibleless it could have been taken from a public bathroom toilet partition a brick wall  train car graffiti

besides the point

what else tickled him
                         Excuse me I digress


six minutes
             1326hrs

closing out Hotmail an advertisement appeared right a buxom lass in lingerie maybe his computers algorithms were catching up with him but it wasnt so much the gal as the name of the company in lowercase letters over her head it ripped at his attention intimissimi which at oncescreaming over each other intimatemissionmisssimiansemenexoticerotic
                                                                                                                 mesmerised
he paused
            then thought Whellshit thawas cool   felt a creeping in his loins

1332hrs
          on MSNBCs The Weekend overheard host Michael Steele I’m juiced up.

OhBrutha thamakes two of us


a connection
               not a coincidence

Saturday,  7  9. 24
1120,  Sunday,  8  9. 24

Awright he thought rolling his eyes yet again after another commercial Youtube is paid to provide   Yacoud quit with the eyes anteup payem an stop the commercials   Woudya shaddup  Havent heard of shakedowns heard of paying protection money   Im just sayin rather than takin umbrage theres a solution   Agreed you pay   the heshes shehes shrugged he humoured them which is why they stuck around   Feel better   No   Sorry  Continue your edifying umbrage

didnt mind if he did

   another Pharma hoot
something called AUSTEDO XR

the volume to the music he listened to was soft but when its ambience was fractured talking heads hed leap from WORD to Youtube where usually SKIP was available in 5 4 3 2 1 secondsSKIP bounce back to WORD to continue his copious tenacious attention to letters that went out were appreciated but unanswered
                                                                                 those who had answered were dead now

occasionally he wrote them C/O their spouses who moved on in shorter order than he thought was appropriateBUT that was their choosing

he was not surprised when those choices made from more heartbruising
                                                                             can only bruise something thats broken

a SKIP didnt accompany AUSTEDO

he didnt know what it did

so while it droned he slipped  opened a New Tab GOGGLED austedo common side effects  read  three points a substantial paragraph length later appeared IMPORTANT SAFETY INFORMATION  immediately thereafter AUSTEDO XR and AUSTEDO can cause serious side effects     

common side effects were serious side effects
                                                 the company ought to drop common  call them their real name  

also the prescription treats
                             does not cure  the cause of involuntary movements
like spirits treat life


thereafter give the company credit  in emboldened font  . . . can cause serious side effects in people with Huntington’s disease, including: depression, suicidal thoughts, or suicidal actions.


he also thought
                 If life isnt tough enough to cause suicidal ideations do we really need Big Pharma to put its thumb on the scale in benefit of its bottomline

2156, Saturday,  7  9. 24
0959,  Sunday,  8  9. 24