25.2.17



Ill be happy at happy hour                            

Ill buy two drinks for the price of one an drink em pretendin theyre one


I bought em until they filled my table
the barmaid brought em on trays
                           I sipped one then another  an another  an I tapped em with my steel pen a Sheaffer
I arranged em for the sounds they made

a girlshe smelled like a girl sat at a table across from me

she had a steel pen

I asked Since you aint using your pen mind if I borrow it

she nodded

she was happy without it


then with hers and mine I played songs on my glasses

I sipped melted ice off em to keep em tuned

I played em for awhile

I played em until they were empty  flat  sounding all the same
                                                but now in my room I cant remember a title or the words
I sang to a single songI cant remember how they went
they went right out of my head on a sheen of liquor oil


I dont feel particularly wrongedwhich isnt to say Im not bothered

still  overall  Im excited 

Ill be happy again tomorrow


Im happy at happy hour




0200,  10  8. 1995
restructured 0745,  Saturday,  25  2. 17

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