4.5.18



Whas that old bit

Bit?

Yahyou know it  that godthing serenity change wisdom  or perhaps wisdumbwhich aint so bright or reasoned

Wisdom?

Wisdumb  D – U – M – B wisdumb

Jesus, you never give anything a break . .
. . Nonot while it occurs to me it ought to occur to you  to me it seems

What seems to you tends to be a bit unseemly.

Bit Right on Were back to where we were Whas the serenity bit

Cryinoutloud. The serenity bit, as you call it, is God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

Bingo Thats it One correction

You can’t correct an established quote. It’s Reinhold Niebuhr, he described Christian realism, the sinfulness of man, freedom of man, and, take a breathe, the validity, the utmost seriousness of the great commandment.

Theres a great commandmentgreater than the tenamong the ten

Well, to be fair, from Matthew and Mark, the Old Testament . .
. . Now yer talkin . .
. .Please don’t interrupt if you’d like this conversation . . wherever it’s going, I haven’t a clue, you never leave clue, you’re the bird eating the bread crumbs Hansel and Gretel dropped to be able to escape the woods . .
. . They didnt . .
. . Don’t interrupt. As I was saying, Mark and Matthew from the Old Testament . .
. . Amen . .
. . You’re incorrigible . .
. . I ammiddle name . .
. . Please you exasperate me . .
. . Youre not alone . .
. . And that’s why so many people think you're lonely . .
. . Nope Others mistake lonely with loneliness an alone I may be aloneby myself but Im not lonely Far from it


Should I continue. Talking with you is like weaving, weaving by hand, very slowlytime consuming.

Life consumes time

We could die simultaneously  thenperhaps  on some other side  sides  converse  an not waste Times time


How about we stay in the fleeting present and get to your bit?

Please  Continue  Ill try and resist myselfbut Im a pain in my asses too


Can you sit on just one of your several asses and continue?

Lets give it a go  IllHA try an hold the reins as you deliberate on Reinholdthe great commandment


As I was saying . .
. . Before you were rudely interrupted

Yes.

a smile despite herself worked across her face Yes. Before I was rudely interrupted.

he returned her smile Just fuckin with ya

We can have at that later.

I like where this conversation is leading

Incorrigible.  As I was saying . . . she paused he didnt interrupt she waited he waited


You were saying

she laughed I suppose I just interrupted myself . .
. . You did

Oh man. The great commandment. Old Testament. Matthew, Mark. You love God with all your heart and soul, with all your mind. Then. Thou shall love thy neighbor as thyself.


I’m trying to keep it brief.

Youre briefing meI didnt know any of that

So now you do.

I do  My correctionamendment


Okay. Correct, amend Niebuhr’s respected quote.

His Christian realismbut you have to buy into Christianity religion God to hold it updare say  let it endure or endure it as some kind of dogmaWha would a dog do if chasing down a car they caught it  Bark  Its all so much bark identifying with a pack  And theres so many packs

My correction amendment is  I think I have it now that you recited it  Gods grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot changethe courage to change the things I can  an the wisdumb to know the difference

I dont think I need to rely on one god to call bullshit bullshit 

I have my own serenity have my own mind Everyone does So why the mindfulnessthe apps god gods Why not settle down and understand the whole thing is within uswithin our power

Why this constant consistent niggling hanging our faults on god gods the worlds fall guy If I were godnot that he exists Id hold so many feet to the fire that itd smell downwind like a good oldfashioned Santa Maria barbecue
An you know what

I’m afraid I don’t. Though you may not surprise me.

Because you know me too well An you tolerate me

You forget, I love you.

You do I love you


The good oldfashioned Santa Maria barbecue

Yes.

Id eat



Im not surprised.


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Esalens Serenity prayer:  I do my thing you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other(groovy), it’s beautiful. If not, it can’t be helped. Fritz Perl