Gudgud comrade he said to the interrogator then neither of us fears death Too bad I wasnt bound before they brought me to you 

           that was their hubristheir cock-assuredness 

he hurled himself over the steelcase desk at the interrogators throat as he fumbled for the 9mm in the holster at his hip

a head smashed repeated on a concrete floor doesnt make much noiseat least not enough to betray someone 

                                                                                                                  betray him

he beat the back of the his head to a soppy pulp

turned him over

then beat his face so he was unrecognisable

nothing remained supported on bone 

the steel door was locked

there was no window

it was a basement cell 

it might be a dead draw

but armed now he may get more than one 

 

2240,  Sunday,  25  10. 20

1040,  Monday,  26  10. 20

Radik Tyulush  Oskus Urug “bring the beards”  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7jEBM-OkpLI

$226K -- Killed

We’re not going to control the pandemic. White House chief of staff Mark Meadows (who chaired the House Freedumb Caucus) conceded

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/white-house-we-re-not-going-get-control-pandemic-n1244740?cid=eml_mra_20201026

when he was pressed Meadows added Because it is a contagious virus.

Trump Virus has always been contagious

the Administrations failure was not immediately enforcing health protocols to help minimise it rather they threw up their hands and cried UNCLE cried herd mentality (yes he did) 

Like magic, it will go away.

1429,  Moanday,  26  10. 20

Zappa  I’m the Slime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iiCQcEW98OY

 

she was long and tall and leaned back against him as he held her in his arms as he leaned against the kitchen counter after they had prepared dinner together yapping  then placing it in the oven

he did the prepwork washed and sliced or diced or grated vegetables as she asked 

her bit was the witchy partthe melding and folding the subtle herbs or punch-ya-in-the-mouth spices  eye of newt  knee of worm  feather of phoenix

he didnt have or ever acquired her finesse 

                                             though the butchering hewing and knifework was right up his alley coarse but serving a necessary basic purpose

he then her 

              as fire is to smoke and scent

holding her against himthe warmth and weight of her body he nuzzled smelled her hair smelled the nape of her neck 

he inhaled deeply

                   My gawd

What?

Love you smell like a freshbathed newborn An aint a damn thing that smells better in the world

Stop.

No yado  Ya smell wonderful anya feel so good in my arms

I smell like a baby?

Yado

I think that’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.

Shame on them  People dont know what they have until its gone an then they cant say  so their thoughts are utterly meaningless

Yamean so much to me

Thank you for being alive at the same time I am

You’re gonna make me cry.

Then cry

 

2055,  Monday,  5  10. 20

1519,  Sunday,  25  10. 20

Bobby Darin  The More I See You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wo68uzYwb3c