frankly

           as bountiful as she was  she was only worth a pensee

had he told her pensee

she wouldnt have understood

too young

             an he  too old to be teased

not thathowever apparently   either cared

    they were mutually humoured

Tatas

like plump melons

There you are.  Can’t hide from me.

in a library aisle unseen

Christ  If I was fourteen

afternoon,  Saturday,  9  11. 24

1928,  Sunday,  10  11. 24

Michael Jackson  Dirty Diana  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUi_S6YWjZw

was he a romantic

he thought he was

                                 however

seems according to many  he was too strict

                                                One strike an youre out

It’s three. Three.

Too generous

               Three times too generous

I said I do not suffer fools

                             An youd not only suffer them three times  but four   but five times

Thas not romantic

                    Thas slavish  a doter    He she who confuses doting with loving

Whose ass will be taken advantage of

                                            Romantic

I think not

When I was in high school a girljeering would hold up her handfist formed except   except for her little finger extended as I would defiantly flip a bird

                                   Wrapped around my little finger.

Gosh  how very fucking romantic

One does not debase themselves

                                    Yaseem disoriented

    You’re such a prick.

Which rationally    would fall into the orb of being romantic  eventually

                                                                              Id rather you call me tongue

Cuts its way to a womans heart

1843,  Sunday,  10  11. 24

Azam Ali  In Other Worlds  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2AlA9FMHXqE

I think, therefore I am.

                          Descartes’  Cogito, ergo sum

I don’t want to, therefore I can’t.

                                    Me

    by the way

                  he wasnt speaking of himself

1353,  Sunday,  10  11. 24

berserker   nice to see again

                                 offered by writer China Mieville

What do you call that? Billy thought. That reconstitutitive intelligence, berserker meme-splicing, seeing in nothing’s first pattern, then correspondence, then causality and dissident sense.

Paranoid, (Billy) said.  Theology.

    We are dealing with fanatics. And fanatics are always experts.

made perfect sense to him

                             paranoid theology fanatics  doesnt matter what crayoncoloured a religion is zealots are exactly alike and hate and kill each other for that

                                                     theres only one true religion

Assholes

    religion is nothing more than a philosophy no Torah Christian Holy Bible Qur’an  theyre buttering the same piece of toast

       ig-magnanimous Man  ig-  NOT magnanimous

sample  ignotus  from which ignorant ignorance was spawned

etymology  Latin ignotus from i – gnotus  notus KNOWN   past participle  gnoscere  noscere  TO KNOW

if he could follow anyone could

berserkers

             they think they’ve got something going on  YOUR BODY, MY CHOICE!

misogynists

he was confident if they fucked with his daughters the best they could hope to come away with was missing fingers

he had them trained in knifefighting

saw down the road

                      it stunk   even off in the far distance   foetid

if fingers

          he hoped there were hungry dogs around

that might be wishing too much

                                  but what the fuck

what else are wishes for

    kinda berserking in his own lesslethal way

written on a page dated 22March 2016, so afterwards

123preferred,  Sunday,  10  11. 24

https://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/-your-body-my-choice-women-enraged-by-emboldened-maga-misogynists-223996485867

The same delusion of mistaking irreverence for ignorance makes people confuse scepticism for nihilism.

not his words

               has no idea who deserves credit

but not his

    wherever he found it also unusual he didnt note time or day or date beside it he also had written paintings don’t mean anything, but they have meaning.

                                    possibly his

it lacked quotation marks which he usually applies so to be sure not to take credit

however

           he usually noted time or day or date

might have been an offday for him

    which is offsetting  uncomfortable

he makes the bed every morning after she gets up or if he has slept alone

                                                                               routine

habit

habitchualisedHIS

                     for habitualised

beneath paintings he scribbled he was definitely in a hurry ICONOCLAST

                                                                            ICON NO CLASP

no veneration

                nope  none

nothing he venerates 

a word he seldom uses

                           like profound

knows them because he is literate

but rarely uses them

they would infer a state of mind that he also   rarely inhabits

    he couldnt help but wonder what the hell was going on that day

whenever

0954,  Sunday,  10  11. 24