First World problems
then there are First World hoi polloi problems
hoi
polloi the masses the commonfolk
the commonfucks who cant afford exotic fucks questionable
fucks who lack influence affluencewho havent
game to play in second or third home parlours own Mercedeses seek Excesses Exceed Excesses Excesses
are Best or are morally degenerate(he was once
told You dont have enough money to be immoral)
not that hoi polloi are
humble
they might have been as cancerous too
had they stumbled into a different birthright
America is a land founded in birthrights
besides hoi polloi
sounds like a disease
First World hoi polloi problems
she
was attacked assaulted victimised
she
didnt care for those wordsbeing associated with their terminology
What I should say your unlucky I call a spade a spade you were
victimised If you dont like itgive me a
different word
I dont want to be called a victim It
suggests Im weak
Weak It might suggest your attacker was a coward I
could be victimised Im not weak You have
to own up to what happened to you or by
being intransigent youll only hurt delay your recovery You
know what else youre gonna hate
Im hating a lot right now What
Youre gonna hate having to be
patient though lo and behold you are a
patientthats youre job now Own up to
it
You are a victim
You have to be patient
So you say
No youre
gonna sayyoure gonna say it
What I should say it Really Are you intent on treating me like a child
No Worse Im treating you like a babybecause a baby
cant speakit mewls it cries Mebbe you
can show meconvince me at least youre a child
Im listening
Youre listening
Are you mocking me
Mocking Whos mocking
Im livid with youYoure not being kind . .
. . Youre livid with me Youre not
being kind to yourselfdammit Admit it Capitulate
I am a victim I have to be patient If you dont say it you wont know it You cant say it you cant know it Ive been somewhere near where you arebut I
did it to myself I had to learn to be
patient If you knew me before I hurt myself youd know
I was an impatient sonofabitch
But this is about you
Can you be kind to yourself
Can you
Alright
Im waiting
You really want me to say it out
loud
Yes Frankly
Id prefer to hear you yell it at the top of your lungs
Im
a victim I have to be patient
With some authority please
a breath Im a victim I have to be patient
With some ballswouldya
I
am a victim and I have to be patient
Very goodsome moxie You
ought to make it your mantra while you healwhile you treat yourself well
he told his daughters in separate
conversations that his girlfriend was victimised he knew they talked
his eldest last to know texted
him
Man she seriously needs to
practice some clearing and cleansing multiple times a day. It will help to
raise her vibrations so instances like this aren’t a possibility and she can
receive more abundance.(10:00)
(10:02) BTW I
say that in a very kind and caring way . . . no blame or insensitivity
intended.
I recently learned how ppl can
have “luck” much like this because somewhere along the line, past lives, etc.,
they wrote a contract that they need to pay a karmic debt by choosing to live a
life where they “learn” and “pay their debt” with pain and suffering, like a
beacon to those not so desirable; (10:06) when all they have to do is decide
this process no longer serves their purpose and they can rewrite their contract
and move forward by inviting love, light, kindness and abundance as their
lessons, thereby aspiring to be their brightest and pure-est versions of
themselves. (10:10)
pure-est she intrigued him
he couldnt help
but wondered if she was pulling a him on himhe was forever fashioning words words
to suit his purpose he wondered if she
wasnt copping est which had exhausted itself before she was born Erhard Seminars Training Latin for is “We need to distinguish distinction There’s no seeing, there’s only the seer There isn’t any is”
family and friends who read letters
he wrote them told him they were rife with misspellings he laughed he told them there was a reason why he spelled
the word the way he did if they missed
his intention then they ought to go back and reread the passages realise his context
he could have referred to his
lettershis madeup words as Socratic interrogation but knowing them as he did why have his words
or them fall flat on their faces
yes he knew he was laborious
he asked why? Because wasnt an answernot ever
he perhaps terribly expected
answers to his questions fashioned in outline form 1. 1A. 1B. 1B.1 1B.2 1B.2.a.
1B.2.b.
in his letters he cited sources
for verification in case they thought he was blowing smoke up their ass
he asked questions for
clarification questions which probed assumptions he asked questions that sought reasons and
evidencethey better have their ducks in a row if they were going to come after
him he asked questions about their viewpointsperspectives
were there alternatives were they necessary were there benefitswho
benefited he asked if there were
implications what might be the consequences of their assumptions
he asked questions of the
question What was its point Why do you think I asked
hoi pəˈloi
in his guts he knew they were more
than they were cracked up to be
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