3.10.21


when he should have died but didnt made him laugh
                                                       he laughed maniacallystrap him up in a straitjacket please hed prefer it teastained Hmm  teatstainedthat wouldnt that be a sign of mental illness that would be  alacrity take the attendants off the scent he meant a lactation laxity screw the r  a lalecheleague rogue there the it is  the r  (use your imaginationyoull get there)


when he should have died but didnt made him giddy
                                                       Lizzy BB  How do I love mee? Let me count the ways.
he counted 9

cats have 9 lives

he loved pussy

had 8 5 in 3 outside the house

he counted 9  they were legit

inches one way or the otherDEAD

his old man reiteratedhe took him at his word
                                                It’s hard to hit a moving target, boy. he couldnt say he was moving in every instanceNah  Bouthalf the time 
he wouldnt nix his old mans premise
every time he hunted rabbit hed wait for the spooked rabbit to stop running rearup on its hindlegs to look around  then take him
          never failed   only once he didnt wait  should have died that afternoon in the Everglades  a firefight shotguns five guys stoned on something or other a handful of different prettycoloured pills rabbits scattering in all directions allaround an inbetween them  blasts  he felt muzzleheat  had to have birdshot pellets dug out of his shoulder an earlobe piercedwouldnt recommend it returning to Miami he stop in Claire’s at the Dadeland Mall and bought a starter earring   Don’t you want the other earring? the gal asked   Baby if my other ear was pierced Id be dead   she looked confusedpossibly frightened  he wasnt about to console hershow her the back of his shoulder bring her back to earth or perhaps spinning off into orbit

                                                            one of 9

9s his lucky number

        that gave him pause

hed have to be alert

maybe hes used up all his yuckyuck

                                                  thatd be a drag

1543,  Thursday,  30  9. 21
1216,  Reggae Friday,  1  10. 21
America  I Need Youme  Me you  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAQq0PV2yow 


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Employees must wash their hands before returning to work. 
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employees
            Duh
Obvious

buy a togo cup of coffee The contents are hot (, fool).
                                                                              DUH

Why was it up to others to protect people from themselves
                                                            letem enter the arena after theyve been educated          
if their education was ignored or didnt stick
                                             Wellshit  thats on them


he always came down on the side of accountability
                                                     punishment 
when he decided to do something wrong he weighed the riskthe punishment  get away with it  mighty pleased   didnt well  he was willing to suffer the consequences

suffer the consequences

its curious who the people are who suffer consequences and those who dont
                                                                                 get that shit worked out
then were talking

1309,  Saturday,  2  10. 21
The Shaolin Astronauts  Scarab  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwwODYxDkkI 

 

      memorys  he liked how it looked 

                  of things long gone
quiet silhouettesshadows drifting on wet mist  lazy ash blown  siftingdiffuse like flour fine sand  intimate conversations
              yet his HOWL at him dog him wont let him blink or pause for fear he may forget may not remember
they wellup out of the distant past hurtleup out of deep chasmstunnels humming vibrating poignant remembrances that will not escape him
                   they haunt him some say  which he was okay withokay with the scattered bags the lopsided freight figures who tried to frighten him but could not
                                               they formedup statically pictures cells snapshots  his lifefor some reason composed to effect them


dutch elms on either side of the street that grew together above it forming cathedral ceilings

smell of leaves burning in street gutters which incentivised him as a boy to rake lawns clean  the smell of fresh cut grass  the smell of fresh snowfall

his boyhood home painted gray
                                 heavy screens to hang for the summer heavy storm windows to hang for the winter
the girl next door

the other girls

rabid nights in Miami

quiet nights in Montana

ranch work hunting fishing
                              he could pickout individual days from among them crystalclear  magnified clarity  but when relating what he remembered to people who he shared moments with they had no recollection
sometimes he doubt himself
his mother would set him straight
                                    I don’t know why, but you remember things since before you were two . . always have been some concern to your father and I . but you remember correctly; you should not doubt yourself.
Perhaps your long memory is a gift, my son; or a curse.
 
      gift        curse
             gift

when he dreamed he didnt distinguish between a dream or a nightmare
                                                                                apparently he was a hoarder

1018,  Reggae Friday,  1  10. 21
1122,  Saturday,  2  10. 21