he was looking at photographsI see dead people

    Where the hell tha come from

Ya gotta fuck with my head

he was talking to himself

Keep tha knee on my neck whadaya expect

                                                 Hell  Youre the one lookin at pictures

I shoud be able to look atem without you reminding me some  many    are dead

    Reality

I shoud be able to defer reality

Defer

              At your own risktheyre dead   How hard is tha to accept

Memories  Startling fresh

Your memori . .

. . Mine 

             Still raw  fresh

Oozin

Not everyone is you an youre heaping on me

                                                 I want the   healing  scab   I want to   let go

Yawont let me

Ive nothing to do with tha  Ya don have to relatebond with me

                                                                   Let  go

Ya wont

    No

Im good

             Doesnt affect me as it affects you

I cant

Thas on you 

                Not me    

1527,  Sunday,  29  6. 25

2027,  Sunday

Sis really likes havin her own way

You knocking her again?  What’s that about?

he wasnt going to waste a glare on himgave him coldlead dead fisheyes

                                                                  Yamade us instant coffee

Yeah, I made instant.

Which was wha we wanted

You asked specifically for it.

I did

      

         Wha she say

I was busy making instant.

She said Oh for God’s sake, would you make a real pot of coffee?

I didn’t hear.

Instant coffee is awfully stealthymaybe a sharp clat short for clatter spoon striking the ceramic cup

    I didn’t hear.

I looked her in the face told her we were good

Maybe someone may want freshbrewed coffee.

I asked if she was having some

She said no

I asked if her friends in route were having coffee

She said no

She set herself to makin a pot while you nuked our instant

I can have it tomorrow.

Kinda takes freshbrewed off the menu

                                          Theres bread Then theres sales on day-old bread day-old donuts

Cup of day-old coffee

I’ll have it in the morning, it wouldn't be a whole day.

When yacoud have had freshbrewed

                                            Whas with the leniency

Why fight city hall?

When wrong when inappropriate ya fight 

It’s not worth my effort.

Effort 

         So play three monkeys  Deaf  Dumb  BlindError

Hear speak see no evil

Are you seriously likening her to that?

I am

         Youre okay with being run roughshod over

I’m not.

    Methinks you fancy Siss pants want in

                                                Bro    Hasnt happenedaint  happenin

I don’t know that.

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She called them something.  You remember?

drove him nuts always with the pronouns

                                                        Whos she

You know.

    Yah  Knowingly he asks Whos she

                                                Who is she

At the party I threw a week ago.

There were a lot of shes

The one who had read something you wrote. She commented on it. Liked it.   You were indifferent.

    You understand why

Not really.

                  You didn’t even thank her.

Someone solicits you you thankem

She wasn’t soliciting.

She was  I know her name

                                You remember it yet

That you know who is enough.

It isnt

            Whas her name  You invited her

 

    Hint

I could use a hint.

Like your middle name  Spelled the same forward an back

 

    Youre killin me Sis

That’s not her real name.

Thas wha I called her all night longcalled it a vignette

She called it something.

                           What's that?

A brief evocative account   Portrait

    Vignette.

Ja

I won’t remember that.

Ja

    What do you call it

Im spinning webs

                      Mosaic

I won’t remember that either.

You wont  

1923,  Tuesday,  24  6. 25

1045,  Sunday,  29  6. 25

Billy Preston  Will It Go Round In Circles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1TmIhddn0c

learn something new every day

                                      Next batter batterer

Image-based sexual PR image-based sexual abuse perpetration

                                                                        Nonconsensual

Bruens Gospel  Jordan the Thief only one chapter only one verse  The world is full fucked.

 

    he was ignorant

but then again he didnt prescribe to that which is the mangiest of all dogshits smeared unpickedup on heavilytraffic sidewalks

                           social media

once upon a time he worked at a cellphone company

he saw where things were going

he stepped away from promoting cellphones customercomere and became a customercare representative  a huge pain in management & administratives ass

H  U  G  E

             his wife and daughters couldnt believe he wasnt fired

he told them not him because he told the truth and the truth unlike lies is not a subset of hallucinations  delusions

they put their hands up like they were being robbed backpedaled  had no idea what he was talking about

Think about wha I just said

                              he almost made all four cry his wife Stop Joe, you’re frightening the children.

she was near tears too

    Fine  Well not discuss my work until after Im fired

never was

            the company was bought out by AT&T & AT&T despite what they said did not bring him or any of his coworkers aboard

ditchedem

            which he argued AT&T would do at every meeting they were required to attend during the transition

they did provide freshground coffee and sweet rolls

                                                        that was something

                    

    antha which he saw coming down the pipe that regurgitating anus  empties into everyones ears and eyes and seemingly TODAY  its still not enough

he gleamed that from complaints he overheard

he has a smartphone

he had it pithed

to everyone else

its pitiful

1924,  Tuesday,  24  6. 25

1204,  Sunday,  29  6. 25

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC11545137/

Madonna  Like A Virgin  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXhxQVdQzXM

Gospel According to Bruen

                               In the name of the Fadder, an of the Boyo, an of the Haunter, Ahtake a good look at their tonsilsmen.

    “Who knew that tiepins were still a thing.”

and matching cufflinks

Ja

                    Very much a thing

he flipped back through his mental Rolodex menial Rolodex

                                                              he was stunned people were encouragedthrew theirs away

entrusting such valuables to longlearning machines theyd become cunts

                                                                                What’s it worth to you?

by then theyll have eyeballs unworried they havent manipulative hands swinging arms drones will do their bidding

         but by that time  when it arrives  theyll forget the commands their targets because hell have pulled their plug

    whats an electric machine without electricity

like a porn star without a fluffer

                                          learned that made him retch as he remembered all the fluffernutters he at as a boy

1759,  Saturday,  28  6. 25

0926,  Sunday,  29  6. 25

Jordan thief   The world is full fucked.  revelation

    Revelations  final book of the New Testament

                                                     therefore

final  apocalyptic  book of the Christian Bible

time to get a fine shoeshine from the negro inside the train station

                                                                      also made him yearn for spats cufflinks

wasnt dressing to meet the Maker

    thought hed like to make his corpse look  cumely he wasnt dead yet

Jordan spoke on page 134 of Galway’s Edge

                                                wont find The world’s full fucked in the Bible

ought to be

             either

a candid admission or a clever allusion   subtle

                                                     say  schoolgirl short plaid skirt high white cotton socks

think Japanese

                    not whorish

 

got lost in thoughts

1721,  Saturday,  28  6. 25

Traffic  The Low Spark of High-Heeled Boys  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDGorIWYz-A