9.11.14



Timid

really

they really thought they could twist him
he surmised  Probably
                                      because in the past it had served them so very well and now it had congealed into their standard
their go-to   their well
and default 
                                                                                                    
who the hell wants to withstand the dry-rub and heat of intimidation


   
well  he figured  hed have to concede they didnt do their homework on him                                                
because out-of-hand  as successful as it had been  they hadnt consider they couldnt make him fold

and at the threat of violence hed roll over an piss himself like a dog

he wondered if they had ever considered that some people might beat themselves up
far more and far longer than those who coerced them
                                                                                       “those”  --  is the operative word
because rarely  --  by themselves  --  does one attempt to intimidate another

strength in numbers  an old pennon  is not lost on those who offend
any more than on those who defend



--   So gents
Intimidate away   Take your best shots

but know this as severely as I do

I recognise   beyond a shadow of doubt   Im on the losing end of this beating
Its in the cards
and Im resigned to it

Though two of you  hopefully three  arent walking away from here on your tippytoes

You might want to consider who among you Im talking about

Who among you arent going to be chewing their food tonight  and have to suck their meal through a straw
or arent hobbled   or arent able to pick anything up with their hands  use a fork spoon knife  a pen
or wont be able to see with both eyes for a couple of weeks

I can imagine that some of you feel theres luck in it
So you got to ask yourself
                                            Do you feel lucky



Nope  it never got old 
 
hed been enjoying it far too long

rarely did it work   and they walked away
and sometimes his stalling brought others to his side
though not recently
 
these days they worried about their faces



but that bravado 
that braying like an ass always seemed to buy him a split second of Surprise
and it was usually accompanied by two blown out knees
and months of suffering
                                                                                        
also money lost out of their pockets



his old man told him as a kid Hit em where it hurts
and after his first couple of fights  beatings he sustained
his old man said
--   I guess you didnt follow
Let me be simpler
I meant  Kick em in the balls

his old man didnt fight clean
--   There aint nothing clean about any fight  Best you remember that


he had a couple of Service Hearts to back him up


but he never listened to his old man

if he listened to him hed never would have left the city the neighborhood and seen what he had around the world

and those things alone 
were worth all the beating he endured in the past and the future



0010,  Saturday,  8  11. 14