11.10.23


got him riled  again
                    Do you get it  When Im talking to you Im talking to you not some fucking spokeman for the World
YOU

I don’t know that. When you ask me something I’m taking into accou . .
. . Theres nothingno one other than you Im talking to
                                                       I am talking to youHere 
Imagine   Ive asked YOU a yes or no question  Imagine YES over a box beside it another box with NO over it   Check one of the boxes

It’s not that easythere’s a myriad things to take . .
. . It was a yes or no question  I purposefully deliberately posed it thaway
                                                                              Yare not a spokesman  Im asking you to answer for yourself  alone

How am I supposed to know that?

Whadafuck  Take it within the context I asked it
                                                    I didnt ask your opinion regarding a variety multiple possible repliesrejoinders  thadbe another thing I had not   Answer the fucking question

I don’t know . .
. . Your own mind
                    Jesus Christ


the argument had grown out of a discussion in which he posed it was possible doctors and knuckledraggers could share the same opinion

spokeman said  No. Not at all.
                                  And I resent you calling people knuckledraggers.

I didnt want to offend Neanderthals

What?

They were a product of their time doctors didnt practise onehunredthirtythousand to fortythousand years ago
                                                                                                                   Im saying today  intelligent people an ignorant people don know it all  One is honed the other is not and those honed focus excise   Whadahell  Common sense  Ive met an talked with intelligent people who blow me away me  they lack common sense an I can understand that  Their efforts to become doctors or what have you necessarily eliminates aspects which do not furthur or are untoward their profession  particular aspects   which they have deemed unnecessary

I disagree.

Awright
         Undergoin a surgery  Woud you rather you were cut with a sharp honed blade or a dull one


spokesman wouldnt say

1400ish,  2sday,  3  10. 23
1621,  day-between-2-Ts,  11  10. 23


againagain  early this morning   another of “his” dreamswandering a maze  a labyrinth                                                                                                                               unafraid  unperturbed
going from one construct to the next by hallway or staircase or room abutting room gardens again on an on many timesoddly  filled with milling strangers who he or they chose not to interact mostly solitary  anbecause he hadnt Ariadnes thread he found himself in places he recognised so moving forward he took a different tack

occasionally he felt lost  though only occasionally
                                                     it was familiar

he woke before either concluding it or emerging

sittingup he gently pulled his legs up an away from the cat who curled at his groin telling her to stayhed be back  used the bathroom returning to bed she stayed he slipped under the covershis legs again to either side of her he did not displace her warmth  

then closing his eyes he watched slippingpatchy inkiness move protozoalike lavalampish slavish to designs or loops he did not conceive
                  he watchedrefused to open his eyes for more than an hour before falling back to sleep the while thinkinghumouring himself his dream was a cocoon
one day hed emerge
                            humouring himself  perhaps his emergence would be his death

AMish,  day-between-2-Ts,  11  10. 23
1130,  day-between-2-Ts


compound  compound   compoundscompounded 
                                                    lighted gated dogged
hilltops not the starlit open quiet place it was
WHY
        politics
theyre still fond of the former
                               and former remains as repugnant to him as he was in ‘89 when he took out fullpage ads in the New York Times Daily News New York Post New York Newsday demanding BRING BACK THE DEATH PENALTY. BRING BACK OUR POLICE! in regards to the Central Park Five who later were exonerated

   actually earlier when his baleful face appeared in rags television newsclips that boasted him an entrepreneur  a playboy 
             somehow missing the daddys boy
he didnt cotton daddy boys


it has evolved now he has to contend with barking and a gleaming compound flooding his livingroom with light every eveningcasting his small houses shadow onto his sideyard and into the trees bordering it

ever driveby a highsecurity prison at night

bright as day

1751,  2sday,  10  10. 23
1000,  day-between-s-Ts,  11  10. 23

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2019/06/19/what-trump-has-said-central-park-five/1501321001/

lampoons former  https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-65197862

fraud  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OM9f2YAKIJg