chumming  its essence

                              ifya havent he has

Great Whites

Farrallons

             cant compare shit with twentyfeet of perfectedmurder hypersling past your briny bloodtinged ladle in blue water

         a feathered glove tuggin your cocktickling your clit

nothing like it            

    hes chummin 

how fuckin antsy does one have to be

antsy

        which doesnt begin to describe his irritationfrustration

all hes got to work with

    antsy

irritation                                  

                anything . . . 

    . . . young black chick her full lips a perfected inimitable crimsonslash sprawled chestcross his cock has appeared three nights running in his dreams because he hasnt had sexabused her  her afros parted in the middle  two rounds to either side of her head 

                          reminded him of Mickey Mouse

coud be part of the hangup

                              doesnt want to be blown by Mickey thas the case bring Goofy aroundkeep Minnie away

WAIT bring Betty Boop round if she isnt tying one on this evening

                                                                       thas a threesome hed be in on even if it was with another guy  Betty coud suffocate himcoud dismount his face ejaculate with such a force thad embarrass him

if he coud be embarrassed

he was her biggest fan

                         he knew celebrating her magnacopious gobsstream turned her on

I dare you to suffocate me bitch

I’m gonna killya.

    tha aint love  he didnt know wha is 

 

651-ish-ness,  Friday,  5  9. 06

1111 – 2311,  Saturday,  14  12. 24

Zeppelin  Lemon Song  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvCQ6ntgteQ

Steve Irwin  https://www.onthisday.com/articles/wildlife-warrior-steve-irwin-killed-by-stingray

vodka

CAO cigar

Jujubes

           If thadon start a fire I donknow wha will . . .

I think Open Studio’s gone to your head.

Not yours

            Its freakin delicious

Usually unseen unrevealed Art smack in your face

                                                      Who woudnt like it to be seentheir Art seen  their creations

Create  Secreate

                   Things on a boil

You said secrete?

S E C R E A T E

                   Howya spelled it

Wrioter  W R I O T E R                             

                         Thas how its spelled

Snails on salt

What?

Eversee

No.

They bubbleboil

                     Grampa told his grandchildren  See how happy they are?

Jesus.  That’s fucked up.

Yadon know the haf of it

                            As a wrioter I secreate anya don wanna be standing in front of me once I begin

No brakes

No brakes?

Worse

         Woudnt want to be near Ground Zero when I go off

Shrapnel

Shrapenel

Shrapenel?   Peppered it . . rape?

I did  Look at you

                   Challenges wha someones spine is made of

Spine?

Organic  Erect

What do you mean?

I mean its meninges rises up into their skull painting graffiti on its arched vault

on the reverse of the page is 6/9/2006,  Friday

1417,  Saturday,  14  12. 24

He coud blow him up

Why the hell woud he do tha

You don think thad be funny

                               I havent seen anything like this since hehe was in junior high  Remember

Yes Social Studies

Miss Werner

“His juices are churning.”

Yaremember

How coudya forget tha

Coudntwoudnt

                  Behind tha heavy social studies textbook hes reading Mickey Spillane

Methinks helped his juices

Ohnodoubt

                  He shoud blow him up

    Why

Recourse revenge

Ya pull revenge on the people who side against you

Then recourse

Action

Yah

         Awfully funny

Yasee his old lady

Please Her yammerin preceded her sits across from him anshe . . . shes .

Ugly

Is

    Woudnt turn our heads

Ohhellno

           So youd rather he upset her husband whos quietly readinghiding a girlie magazine behind his Wall Street Journal

Havent you been watching

I see Whaya seeing I don

He aint read

                Hes obsessatiating

Oh  I like tha

                   Obsessatiating  Clever

Cant take credit not mine  On occasion I flip through his brainstored Rolodex

                                                                                  Hes a peach

I think he ought to out him

    Doesnt appear hes interested

Excuse me he wrote on paper an I quote

                                            Man with the ugly jabbering wife  Tyrannosaur Rex arms  Bet ya couldnt make him fumble  is hiding a girlie magazine in the fold of his business newspaper

                                                                                         So somewha interested

Though apparently not enough to out the poor bastard

    Perhaps not

No

    Too bad on occasion we don wield power

651ishness,  Friday – Dallas airport,  15  9. 06

1134,  Saturday,  14  12. 24

Aerosmith  Dream On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89dGC8de0CA

    altered

              allteared  psychotic aspect  episodicpsychotiche didnt want a psychologist psychiatrist getting ahold of him

their fictions would count more than his variedvarying truths

                                                                no matter which wagged his tongue for their hour

or chose silence

                  looked crosseyed out of the corner of his eye no small feat as they questioned interrogated him

they wanted dialogue

he wanted

             the effervescent rapture of arguing with himself

fierce tag teams

pushed into a corner back to the wall

                                         the only way out  through him

Thru you thru you

                      truth ruthless   truth      which is dangerous      which is liberating

angst

anxious

unfettered unbound unmoored

he hid his touchstone from them

played out the chain to his anchor

                                    lying We’re adrift.

if they werent armwrestling their fictions theyd understand his lie was unfounded

                                                                                        he  imagined

he playcated

             fired off endorphins that cried OUT lets get out of here get outside

Yah

Lets go

Yah

Out

     Uncontained unconnotated unconcealed uncoined  unstamped

                                                                          Guileless

Unguided

           Thru-bearing true-bearing

The only way out is through you

he laughed gayly

                   cried Tha goes for all of you Confront those who woud have you conform

Escape their coercion

                        Or

We dwindle dwindle dwindle dribble dribble dribble into a mascot tha they woud have us become

                                                                                                         because

we  allowed it

                It

Is us

IT

   he didnt identify with crisp hard sharp lines

preferred diffuse indistinct ethereal

                                      topmost edge of mountains where rock and air molecules mix mist radiation quivers mirages exist

               There    Not There

murmurs Here   Not Here

Essence   Essense

                      Absence of corporeality

But one way out

                   Thru you

639ishness,  Friday,  15  9. 06

0951,  Saturday,  14  12. 24