I cant say

Nothing?  Nothing in your tagwords, theme, I imagine sex sex sex, politics, religion?

Theyre there

               But they don attract a crowd

What has?

Nothing I can put my finger on

                                   Truly

I write wha happens to cross my mind or something Id written long ago anthey resurfaced  Woud have bet against tha

Bet against? Why yasay that?

Yahave no idea over the years how much Ive writtenpacked in journals looseleaf in folders stuck in books  Scraps of paper paper restaurant napkins oddball envelopes Ive lifted from the trash because I hadnt paper in the moment

    Out of the trash?

Def

      Yah

But nothing you can fingerdefine?

No

     Lemme put it this way  Month or soago wrote about Santa Cruz Californianumbers popped

Round same time wrote Chinaman  Nothing went off in China

                                                                    Onepointthreefour billion Chinese cant be wrong

An China has read me hafagin more than the US

    More

Nothing to finger

    I like to think  serendipity 

1739,  Monday,  9  12. 24

Hmm

    What’s that?

Thinking

            he had just been listening to remarks regarding President Johnson providing rebel Civil War soldiers amnesty he was impeached

                     former

twice impeached by the House  however the Senate couldnt grow a pair

    What you thinking?

Sorry

         Sorry sorry  Thinking

About what?

Yah

       If former is the worst president in history . . . does tha make him the best worst ever

The Best

1639,  Monday,  9  12. 24

Meet the Press  Kristin Welker  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b607aDHUu2I

anybody else think Welker asking her questions  delivered them slowly deliberately  asif talking to a child

                                                                                                                  or Stephen Millers elder abuse to get former to deport brown people an on an on anon

she was ridiculous

her boy friend didnt think she was

he asked You actually think brilliant

Yeah, you don’t?

boy  friend stepped up

                          You don’t think so?

No

   Mass murderer  Obviously youre high

I think it’s realistic.

Yeah. Definitely realistic.

Youre both high

                  Do me a favour suppress itshut it down

Suppress it?

Yeah.

Because you think so?

Yeah.

    I feel like Im watchin cheerleaders at a junior high school basketball game    Yah

she sneered

               What do you think is unrealistic?

Please

Tickle

With a feather

A mass murderer

You think theyd laugh

                         Let alone tickled to death

she had proposed her boy friend seconded her

                                                   execute a mass murderer with a feather

Arya serious

It may take a while.

Cant do it twentyfourseven seven days a week

                                                   Thatd be torture

Torture?  together

                       definitely junior high and boy  friend was quite a bit older than her

marijuana never made him that stupid

Think Ill go

What? Can’t take the heat?

    Yah Cant take it

                               Fuckininane cockamamie

    Although

Although

Yah

Speakup

Offin himher in old age

Tickled to die

Kinda

               Shaddup woudya  I don charge for housing

1954,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

1446,  Monday,  9  12. 24

Jesus Christ.

    not a good modality like air whispering out of a childs toy balloon

Hey

he looked at him

                    yah  lights in his eyes were dimming

if this were an execution the executed would be dying  checkinout

                                                                           Whas up

I can’t think of the wordescaping my mind.

Can I help

The C-word.

Cunt

No. You were one.

    I appreciate tha but I am Ive many detractors who will say so at the drop of a hat

Not a cunt.

Next time Im accused ifya aint around Im callinya on the phone anyacan standup for me

Enough.

          The C-word.

Describin someone

Yes.

      lights dimmin like coals greyin

Counselor

No.

Confederate

No.

Consigliere

No. I said you were one.

I was one

Yes.

      You and your wife at school dances.

Chaperone

YES. Yes yes yes.

Thas enthusiastic

                     lights were brightening

Why couldn’t I think of it.

Because you never were

                           Missed out brother

I had better things to do with my time.

And likewise your wife wasnt involved in school activities

                                                              Despite four boys

I suppose because you had two girls.

An their mother

                 Tellinyaman  Missed out

I don’t think so.

    How shall I put this

Seven years

Every school dance

I worked the punchbowl all the parents remarked that in their experience  limited as it was I didnt see them seven years at every dance

In their experience

                      No one was as smooth as me

Thasaid

It was the girls who were drinking punch

An not to my chagrin   they were wearing dresses I coudnt believe their parents were okay lettinem wear let alone buyinem forem

Low cut dresses

Teen aged  girls

Je sus Christ

    If not punchbowl coatcheck

                                   Where they repeatedly returned to get something from their purse

Lemme say this bouttha

Bruce Springsteen

Glory Days

Wha about chaperone

I don't remember now.

1946,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

1113,  Monday,  9  12. 24

Glory Days  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vQpW9XRiyM

he cherished the unexpected

                               and unexpected must really appreciate him because it has treated him like a prince granting him innumerabletoo many to count surprisespleasures

if unexpected were a god

                           hed kneel at her altar  bring gifts of fruits and vegetables

Again

Something huh?

    If you think about it it makes sense People usually remember their birthdays

Yah, but somehow sayIm not that stupidCHRIST that Oregon authorities failed to tell him he was to report to the sex division every year on his birthday since released, for the rest of his life.

Cant imagine his victi . .

. . Victims.

    More than one

Apparently it was a drugfueled blitz.

Blitzed sex crimes

                       I have no words

It reasons tha it woud be his birthday

Why do you say that?

You think hed remember the date he was convicted

Good point.

Well  I should let you get going I know youre at work

Yeah.   Thanks for taking time to soothe my irritationirritability.  Anger.

Youre welcome kiddo

                        Thank you for the unexpected news

unexpected didnt need to be groundmoving

                                               he wouldnt have considered a drugfueled illicit sex blitz

no way no how

 

1938,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

1019,  Monday,  9  12. 24

they were so transparent

                              Donny  Dee   made him think donnybrook  apparently she took a joke wrong and Donny was standing in her cornertaking her side  galante

maybe rest of the evening hed call her tha  

ignore her confusion

                       Why Brooke?

No E

      Gender neutral

What’s with you?

Yeah.

      What is with you.

Nothingabsolutely nothing

                             Humouring myself Ive quit waiting for you

Not happenin

he saw their expressions they were going to come for himtry insults together believing they had the arsenal could gang up on him

I don’t find it funny.

Its not necessary you do

                            Im not beginning every sentence concluding every sentence with it  

    What if I . .

. . Take your best shot

                         I know who I am Im comfortable

that was what bothered them

                              You only talk about yourself. refused to call him an egotist a narcissist  incorrectly

Who woud you have me talk for

No, no.  Your stories.

he chuckled

                 I have stories

he stood  Youll excuse me

as he left the livingroom Brook said  . . . Angela, my friend, you know her, she thinks he’s awfully charming, I told her . . .

the bathroom was around the corner off the kitchen

chuckled again

                  his Mom always called him charming

Comon Maw You know me better than tha

But you are. shed protest

Maw Thas because I tell people to eat shit with a smilepleasantly antheyre not quite sure I just told them to eat shit

Who does tha

Me

Stop, stop, stop.

                   You are very charming, Joe.

Yes Maw

           Im charming

returning to the livingroom

                             abruptly Brook starts up again  I told Angela he’s crass, not charming.

he was

          nothing there to defend

Oh you’re back.

Yes  I was going to pour myself another drink

                                                  Thought maybe youd like yours refreshed

buy them more time  that was paltry                                                                                       

1635,  Saturday – Remember Pearl Harbor,  7  12. 24

2114,  Sunday,  8  12. 24