27.7.24


bomber hadnt been in the studio since he lost his shit Tuesdayfrightened by the sounds of the neighbours machinery outside the window not ten feet away on the other side of the fence while he was steeping in a hypnagogic aside
was terrified

in terror

tore him up
            bit him through his thumbclawed his armsstompedpunctured the inside of his thighraked his belly
all in all what maelstrom painted in blood wrecked flesh would look like  took him hours to quiet the bleeding clean the wounds

wasnt bombers fault


cautiously he came in skittish
                                  nothing does cautiouslyskittish better than cats
he could see the muscular physic working under his orange fur

bomber knew where EXIT was an could hightail it tout de suite if necessary
                                                                                 ADIOS HIJO DE PUTA

he wasnt a cat whisperer
                             but he could herd them


   a bonus aside from bombers redux was him taking what is his napping spot his place at the window atop a Mexican blanket atop a twoshelf bookcase where history physics biology psychology philosophy books were kept
texts that usually lulled emanated sleep in others

bomber parked it

inside fifteen minutes he began plucking the screen with his paw
rarely did that
               his sister shy was the villainplaying harpWOUDYA CUT THA OUT shed bolt

he went to the window looked out
                                     Bomber  Is dinosaur back
   AAH HA well shit   dinosaur
                                   it was nearly ten inches long doubleup a childs Ticonderoga myfirst pencil and eraser
an enormous reptile old reptile
                                 its burrow lair was in the earth at the bottom of the fence

hed seen it four times over the past year

DAMMIT was he grateful bomber returned
                                              if not
he wouldnt have seen Gojiro

1259,  Saturday,  27  7. 24
Rodrigo Rodriguez  Heading Towards You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMZUBhANOOQ

Gojiro  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVsI48kMB4k

she was chewing on somethingsomething in her mouth as she left a message on the machine she bought him recorded for him We’re unavailable right now. Please leave the time, day, date you called and we will get back to you when we can. and installed it as she passed through on her way home while he was at work

odds on  hed bet blueberries

Hey! It’s your knocked-up daughter.

yah
      thatd be his grrl  gleefully espousing his vernacular
rolled out I dig it! Groovy.
                                 Knocked-up.

a message he saved

2009

he doesnt listen to it often

he listens to hear her voice
                            remember her voice when he struggles to hear it

shes dead


afterwards he took a lukewarm bath

day was hotnearly a hunred

wanted to bathewash away the dried sweat before bed

dripped lavender into the running water

laid back

            the message played in his head
memorised


clearing his throat he spoke
                                Yes Yes   Yes
I know what I need

I need to be like others

Amnesiacs

Orso they seem
Yes

Amnesiac

he wept


if wishes were horses beggars would ride his memory obscene

trying to forget only etched them deeper

cut in stone

his parents would ask incredulously  How is it you remember that? You weren’t two.

No fucking idea  None

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1254,  Saturday,  27  7. 24

Did yasay sugarwood

I did.

You said it like I should knowwhich isnt to say it isnt teaming with possibilities   A nickname

Yes.

Not one for you
                Obviously
Fuckyou. You don’t think it could be?

   No   Sorry dude not at allnot ever not even on your best day out the gate No

he failed at a hurt expression What kinda wingma . .
. . Im not Thas crap
                      Ya either got wha it takes or take whaya got an go home hopefully not draggin your dick in the dirt asya go

Why sugarwood

You’re kiddin me. You told me you watched Ozark.

Tha youre watching now for the first time

I think that’s beside the point.

Beside an undeclared point oughta take tha haughty look off your face
                                                                            Whas your point
Mister I Don’t Forget Anything.

No  Mister Got A Long Memory
                                 Yet again slippedup confused by whaya think you remember Which as I belabour your memory remembering is for shit

So take it by the hand lead it away for our friendships sake

Sugarwood is a nickname of the fellow that Wendy had an affair with. You remember Wendy, Marty.

And

Uhmm, Jonah.
Charlotte Ruth

Yeah.

Wyatt Darlene Jacob

Yeah.

Russ   Agent Petty

Yeah what’s your point?

I don remember Sugarwood Shame on me
                                               Thasaid Wood doesnt entice me as it seems you  Anasmuch repulses you
You really got a nerv . .
. . Call em as I see em
                        Gawdbless sexuality in all its shapes forms possibilities

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1011,  Saturday,  27  7. 24

Jesus somewhere off in the distance an ass brays

   a box

man has his head up his ass

ask a child
             Where do genies come from?

likely theyd answer a bottle or a lantern

A box?

theyd look at him as if he was nuts


on the Spanish-language outlet Univision (9November 2023 – he just heard it – was dumbfounded which means dumb finally found him  on occasion that happens) former said

“What they’ve done is they’ve released the genie out of the box.”
                                                                         maybe
former thinks that Jack  a Jack-in-the-box  is a genie

a great sense of humor
                             HAS ANYONE SEEN HIM LAUGH OR EXHIBIT JOY
got scowl glare down pat

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1216,  Saturday,  27  7. 24
to save time, the 4:30 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c7brFna6RWM