he washed his hands

not that they needed it

it seemed something to do something to move time forward  spur it on 

                                                                           recently hes caught himself wanting time to pass quicker  to have leapt the afternoon to dinner  to leap to bed dream and have it be tomorrow morning 

Are you an asshole he asked himself

   Im not

             You know 

We have to go there

Im there  Im there all the time

So Im going to have to keep pulling you backstaying the course

Yes please  I know its a lot to ask 

                                     Be my anchor my tether  hold mekeep me in realtime

   Easier said than done

 

I know 

         But I cant trust anyone else

   Thrusted trust

In a manner of speaking

1128,  negraReggaefriday,  25  11. 22

Grouper  Heavy Water/I’d Rather Be Sleeping  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLR9oEnYLxs

Hmmm he mused Learn something new every day 

                                                        socio-sexual hierarchy 

he thought itbut didnt saydidnt put it out into the ether 

                                                         could hear his daughter  Papa, whenever you think, Is that a thing? know that it is.

his learning came on the heels of a title of an articlehe didnt read Who is a sigma male? on MSNBCs tattleteller snitch format that presented when he signed out of Outlook  sigma male? cisgender?whadafuck 

                                                                                                 tuurned out the socio-sexual hierarchy is apexed aped https://www.facebook.com/ZooATL/videos/sound-up-to-hear-a-few-common-gorilla-vocalizations/336795330859701/  aped inside the pyramid by alpha  however equal to alpha though outside the structure is sigma  returning to the hierarchynot necessarily a ladder is beta delta gamma  all who squat on omega

how had he been alive this long without knowing there was a hierarchy 

                                                                             could suppose ignorance was bliss 

or he was good with his fists

   unable to resist he telephoned his daughter 

                                                  Hey baby

Hey Papa, what a nice surprise . . what’s up?

I love you

I love you.

So you ever heard of a sigma male

 

Sweetheart

Yes?

Did you hear me

I did. 

        I’m waiting for it.

Waitin

Yes. he could imagine her nodding

   Did you know that that was a thing . .

. . There it is!That’s my boy! 

                               What’s the answer?

   Thawhen I wonder if something is a thing I ought to understandaccept  it is a thing

Yes. 

     Seeking confirmation?

   Yay

Consider yourself confirmedIve known since college freshman year.

You coud have said

What? 

        And missed this telephone call? Sigma is equal to an alpha, although prefers being a lone wolf, a mavericksound like anybody you know Papa?

Yayyay

Come across like it . spare me.

   Me

Yay.

Yay Is tha complimentary

Not necessarily, but it works for you . . think . otherwise your hard knocks wouldn’t have served you, would have been for nothing.

 

Papa?

Excuse me

              Was thinking

Now you’re thinking.

Yay Usually I react . .

. . Yathink?  she laughed gleefully 

                                     You’re a real peach, Papa.

A peach

Yay.

Maybe thas why I called

Fishing?

Nah

Nah, that’s not your style. 

                             Sorry, Papa, I gotta get going. Love hearing your voice, love to know you’re thinking, learning.

I love ya sweetpea

Love ya peachy Papa.

1452,  negraReggaefriday,  25  11. 22

Gims  feat. Dhurata Dora  Only You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xv792jyJNoo

  Africaine 

              he read the word for the first time on page 203 of NOW-some-unremembered book title on another ReggaeFriday  26 August ’22  1430hrs 

he riffed 

          Africocaine which of course would be inaccurate in light of the US drug war  innercity blacks couldnt afford cocaine like whites

                     hence Africrack 

if apprehended

prosecuted 

             Afrincarceration 

Thas it  shot his wad

he didnt say it was a long riff

1242,  negraReggaefriday,  25  11. 22

Art Blakely and the Jazz Messengers  Africaine  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ7nanXmZ0o&list=PLUJ7V33M1wR03Kig_AsqibeI00uFk47Nb

Venus Africaine  https://www.rct.uk/collection/41510/venus-africaine

Africrack  https://oig.justice.gov/sites/default/files/archive/special/9712/ch01p1.htm 

100:1  https://www.aclu.org/other/cracks-system-20-years-unjust-federal-crack-cocaine-law 

its irritated him for a while

Google Pixel with Magic Eraser  

Making Life Superficial 

                            You writing copy?

he read what he wrote under his breath 

                                            answered  Its almost poetic 

It reads like advertisement.

   he read it again admitted it did

You really take issue with technology . . 

. . When it can lead us around by the nose I do I find its coarsely he cleared his throat convenience  superfluous . .

. . Unnecessary.  To you. 

                            However people gobble this stuff up.

Honestly I couldnt sayI don know I practise ignorance

Yet you have an acclaimed issueagain . with ignorance.

I do Albeit that ignorance is when someone talks through their hathas little knowledge  though just enough to be dangerous 

            Superficial knowledge

Making life superficial.

Yes

So what do you mean?

I mean lifes a clusterfuck the good an bad knead together  To prettify it to excise erase is a fabrication Its equivocation dishonest 

            It is furthur evidence that one cannot believe their eyes Were visual animals anwhen technology an eraser is deployedId rather see a word struck with a line than it erased when deployed were blinded

                                                                                                  I understand someone thought they were being very clever But cheats tend to be clever CG is clever However   Dishonest

You think entertainment is dishonest?

It isnt creativewe exercise someone elses creativity 

                                                     Im not saying it doesnt have a place however if while drifting with it we don drill downwork to understand it can be negligible it becomes part of our experienceour memory an remembering artifice we are not accurate were lying to ourselves

Which . you tirelessly acclaim is the worse lie to tell.

Yes

   Are you going to keep up this ignorance?

Until the day I die until the day I die

0943,  negraReggaefriday,  25  11. 22

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how prevalent is fear

she would have preferred it be a rhetorical question it was not

one answer she thought ridiculous 

                                      create your own smart house

she surmised

                create your own prison  

a house surveilled inside and out  its working accessed remotely  it working like an algorithm selfsufficient

a house is not a self

                       that house is not a home

a smart house reveals how fearful its tenant is  they believe what they have is worth stealing they surrender the advantage of knowing their houses guts so if an intruder breached they wouldnt have the sense of outrage to defend what is theirs  defend their family to the death

at home she treated people like vampires she had to invite them inside  

                                                                           if they entered uninvited they ought to know they were playing for all the chips

could suppose she was smarter than brick and mortar

1501,  Sunday,  30  10. 22

0938,  negraReggaefriday,  25  11. 22

Grouper  Holding  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyOFA_sUHBU